When the line goes straight,

                
                 _    __       /\
                | \  /      |_/\/   \    
                | \ /                  \   ~~~~~~~
                |  \/                  \  /
                |                       \/
        ~~~~|                                 
Everyone will suddenly start loving you.

I'm sorry for ignoring you
I'm sorry for not being there for you
I'm sorry for not 'being myself'
I'm sorry for bringing you down
I'm sorry for everything you don't understand
I'm sorry for everything I don't understand
I'm sorry for being belligerent
I'm sorry for annoying you
I'm sorry for bothering you
I'm sorry for being sorry
I'm sorry for always saying sorry
I'm sorry for everything here on out.

I crave understanding
What’s wrong with me?
Everyone leaves
What will it take
For someone to stay

You were one of the few people I could talk to, you didn’t make me feel so crazy for feeling the way I do and did.
You walked next to me in life promising that you’d always be there.
But you left so abruptly that I can’t really wrap my head around it and I can’t go to you with how I’m feeling because it’s you that I lost. It’s you that’s making me feel these things.
So I will suffer in silence and just let you go, for good this time.
I can feel the invisible tears threatening to become real ones, and I just don’t know what to think right now..
I wish I didn’t let you in.

Every night, i’m awake and I lie in bed.
My heart feels broken, but also sad.
Can’t do anything about this feeling.
This felt like my biggest beating.
Why didn’t I have a 2nd chance.
Why did my heart get struck by a lance.
Everyone I do right, does me wrong.
My efforts were hopeless all along.
Truth is for the time, we had it great
So devoted to our game, I stayed up late.