When I was younger, I used to think I was going to be a Star.
Under a spotlight where everyone knew my name...
I was five.

Now, I want shadows and to be as far away as possible.
Hidden and far from consequence,
And even further from myself.
Where my name is not a name,
But just another word without any true meaning.

When I was younger, I used to think I was going to be a Star.
Now, I want to disappear.

I should have jumped overboard when I had the chance.

I'm nothing but a drawing,
ready to be erased with a single scrub.

She is soil,
earth and pure.
I run her through my hands
and she falls
through my fingers.

I look up above the trees,
and it might be because I'm high,
but the stars sparkle like a million possibilities,
exploding across the sky.

you ever sit back and realize ur, not anybody's favorite person, you're just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance yourself from everyone and be alone?!

My heart
Its currently pending

Trapped in this prison with no way to escape
I look to the heavens to examine my fate
The road ahead will be tough and full of self hate
Tired of fighting the brick wall in my face.
To end it now and bring myself home
Or sit on this thrown depressed and alone.