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 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Dark Smile
Because when I was 4, my mom told me that I could not like blue because it was a 'boy' colour.  
Because when I was 5, the kids at kindergarten made fun of me for my 'boy' hairstyle.
Because when I was 6, dad refused to buy me a toy car because it is a 'boy' toy. He got me a Barbie doll. 'Good for girls,' he said.
Because when I was 7, my teacher scolded my for my 'boy' handwriting.
Because when I was 8,after a bad fall, my mom lamented that I would never be able to wear a skirt, instead of asking if I was ok.
Because when I was 9 I watched as my relatives mocked my male cousin for cooking. "Leave it to the women" they said.
Because when I was 10, I was told that I ran like a girl. 'But I am a girl', I said. They laughed at my innocence.
Because when I was 11, I was warned my my mother that I would be too fat to be loved. As though his love had to be spread all over my fats.
Because when I was 12, puberty started and the acne set in. It was my mom's worst nightmare.
Because when I was 13, my mom reemphasised that I was too fat to be loved. I felt like ****.
Because when I was 14, I starved myself so that I would be beautiful. I did look like a 'proper girl', my parents agreed.
Because when I was 15, the stress of impending national exams got to me and my hair started to fall out. My mom prayed for my soul, and my scalp.
Because when I was 16, in the car 37 minutes ago. My mom scolded me for my acne scars, saying that I was too scarred to ever get a job, or a husband. Most importantly a husband.
Because gender roles affect us all, male or female. Stop labelling people.
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Pax
I was bound to be the only ocean
too deep for you to love.
And my waves are to harsh for you to see my Beauty.
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Stained Glass
For your own good, walk away. I mess everything up.
I'll probably push you away, that's my thing.
I just don't want to hurt you. So please, I'm begging you...
Don't enter my life.
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Stained Glass
Just for once, I want someone to be afraid of losing me...
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Stained Glass
'He didn't want love
he wanted to be loved
and that
was entirely different.'
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Stained Glass
The reason why I keep my feelings to myself,
is because I can't explain them.
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Stained Glass
I like being alone but I want someone to be alone with, if that makes sense.
 Apr 2019 Catharsis
Stained Glass
"I know her."

haha

'you only know what I allow you to know.'
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