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 Sep 2015 Jason
PaperclipPoems
I just do.
Because I don't have another way.
My daughter needs a strong mommy
And so I fight these battles every day.
I do what I do because
My mom never did for me
I wasn't a good enough reason
For her to be happy.
I didn't make her smile enough
For her to love me over men
And I'd always give her another chance
Hoping each time would be different.
She was notorious for the best promises
She really had some good ideas
But she was too depressed to leave her room
So we never did any of those things.
I always wanted to know what it was like
To have a mother who would do anything for me
But she always wanted to know what it was like
To leave this life and be set free.
 Sep 2015 Jason
Amber
Desire
 Sep 2015 Jason
Amber
I was truly
a fool
For I have hurt
in ways you cannot imagine
All I was  gone  
into the dark
 Sep 2015 Jason
Jude kyrie
Through the foggy twisted
country lanes of time.
So long ago.
I can see you asking for my hand
in marriage. .
My first reaction was to say no.
But the winter moon had paled
and given way to springtime.
Mother nature had filled
the green pasture with
new born lambs.
Because I knew what I wanted.
Because I knew nothing at all.
Because my father
thought you were lazy.
And my mother thought
I could do better.
Because you took my innocence
when you first took me.
But mostly
because you were gentle
and would give me space to grow.
And that on far away
Sunday mornings.
You would bring me
tea and toast in bed
I said yes.
 Sep 2015 Jason
Jude kyrie
When I first saw you
so beautiful my eyes misted.
How can you be so perfect.
All my life I had been searching
in the empty spaces between
happiness and forever.
Then you came to me.
Like springtime
full of new begginings
and warmth to let the flowers
grow where I had planted them
so long ago.
in the forever garden
within my heart
 Sep 2015 Jason
Jude kyrie
It was my own fault.
I cannot blame her.
she told me up front
she was a sprite
her vehicle the summer wind.
but I bacame intoxicated
on her lightness of being.
I thought if I gave her
all of my heart.
her flirting soul would change.
But her eyes sparkle
her laugh like windchimes.
she said I am the summer wind
my breezes are warm
stirring the grass,
bending the golden barley,
filling the breath of man.
my heart skips across
the world
But it cannot stay.
I have loved you
but now I must blow away
always remember my love
you were loved
by the summer wind
 Sep 2015 Jason
Jude kyrie
The ash line lengthens
From my untouched cigarette.
Smoke rings billow
Like clouds passing eternity.

Its past the time of sleep
Only memories flow
Only of you
always you..
The bartender
freshens my drink.

The music weeps from
The sweetness of sound
That only the alto sax
Can bring..
A nelson riddle arrangement
Touches my soul as always.

When you're near,
there's such an air of spring about it,
I can hear a lark somewhere,
begin to sing about it,
There's no love song finer,
but how strange
the change from
major to minor,
Every time we say goodbye.


It's Ellas trademark song
But we borrowed it.
It was ours honey.
Just for a while.

The whisky burns my throat
As the saxophone wails.
The ashtray smokes
You are behind its mist.

The bar is quiet and peaceful
The drinks dull all pain.
Outside the rain is falling
The neon lights color
the pavement
in muted reflections.

I see us again
through the window.
Arm in arm
walking in the rain.
Then you float away
Like the smoke
in my ashtray.

The sax builds the last line
Ella almost whispers
*Every time we say goodbye
 Aug 2015 Jason
ALamar
Humility
 Aug 2015 Jason
ALamar
Humility is a thorned crown.
It breaks you down.
It confounds arrogance
And runs it into the ground.

Humility is a perspective changer.
It changes you through and through.
Whether you like it or not, when it hits you
Humility brings about a new you.

Humility keeps you
From being so flippant with your judgments and false security.
Humility assures you, there are no sureties.

Humility is the opposite of invincibility.
It's subtle in its tranquility.
It teaches you when to fight a battle
Where to put your energy.
 Aug 2015 Jason
ALamar
I keep you as a friend yet we’ve broken up
I get all choked up with every new post of
You and your fiancé in my news feed
My feelings are chicken feed and it’s all my fault
I know I have to stop
But I can’t bring myself to let go of this insatiable need to still need you
I feel if I let go I'll lose you
And all the memories of me and you
Despite how we ended
When I think about us I’m a lush
Because what we had was special
But...
While I sit reminiscing on what used to be
You’re busy moving forward with your life
Focusing on your new wife and being happy
 Aug 2015 Jason
ALamar
Gone
 Aug 2015 Jason
ALamar
Yesterday's gone
Today is a new
Tomorrow's a mystery
The past is history
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