I have a strong tendency to spiral One drink and I have to have more Then it’s better Then it’s worse Sleep... then it’s worse And I need another drink... Mood plummets Thoughts get loud Medicine becomes fog in my mind And I crave blood
I know im not the prettiest I wont ever be Because i cant seem to take care of myself I never really have Im short And chubby my hairs a mess and i think the only thing i can do is makeup And im not very good at that either So why am i still trying? to be someones pretty baby?
I cant sleep Hes been telling me to That i need to start taking care of myself I cant do that Theres no real point in doing so Im not gonna live past 23 And i know it