Beaux

Nov 2014

WickedHope

I see my frame bent and bulging
Convex, concave, corrupt
When I look in the mirror
I'm never the same
I am pretty, ugly
Pretty ugly
It's like a game

Today will I eat
No, my distorted reflection
Is enough of a treat

Small chest
Huge ***
This funhouse is a barrel of laughs

Come on, try
What do you see
All I see is a girl in the mirror
I wish was not
Me

No.
No.

#skin #eatingdisorder #ana #reflection #ugly #mirror #skinny #fat #distorted #periwinkleribbon

Nov 2014

A Sickening Love

11:11

Waiting for 11:11 in the morning
and staying up at night.
Watching for the first star
to come out at night
looking for shooting stars.
Just to make that 1 wish,
the same thing every time.
With just a small hope
it can come true someday.

Nov 2014

A Sickening Love

Who we were

Who we were
Is not who we are
And who we are now
Is not who we have to be

Nov 2014

A Sickening Love

I know you're not fine

When you say you're fine.
I know you're lying.
You're my friend
I know something's wrong.
Why can't you talk to me?
You may not know it
but I've been there too.
I've been depressed.
I've been so low.
I know how it is
to be alone.
I care too much
for you to feel it too.
So please just talk to me!
I worry about you.

Nov 2014

A Sickening Love

Weeds

You don't need to be well planted,
or perfectly taken care of
to bloom beautifully.
Though weeds grow on their own
they can still be quite beautiful.

I hope to be a beautiful **** after it all.

Beaux Nov 2014

1

The stars lean down to kiss you and I lie awake and miss you. Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere. The silence isn't so bad until I look at my hands and feel sad. 'Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

For rose wherever you may be

#rosie #magicath

Beaux Nov 2014

Stars

Stars blink
Once
Twice
Three times
They seen to say
You'll see another day

#stars #saddness #magicath