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 Jan 2015 Sydney Ann
Haydn Swan
Riding on the back of a super nova
into your blackhole of paradise
a ticket to Mars with Jupiter rising
Saturns rings engulf me into a star lit abyss
orbiting Uranus in a stellar galactic trist
my rocket ship glows in unquenchable fire
riding to Andromeda on the back of ecstatic bliss
exploding in a meteor shower, sealed with a kiss.
Is any other girl out there sick of society's definition of beauty when it comes to our ***?
What do YOU consider beautiful? Ignoring what society seems to think it is. Please comment and share your opinion.
Also, repost if you can identify with this. The MUST be someone else out there.
 Jan 2015 Sydney Ann
Khaleesi
You will always be the one that got away
You're flying high without me
Since we went our separate ways

And here I stay
with my wings clipped
trying to get a grip on my life
so I can get you off my mind.

Did I give up to soon? Or did I make the right decision? It was killing me to wait, but now i fear there's something missing.

I'm happy with my life. But its not how I envisioned. Now I'm someone's wife and it kind of feels like prison.

How did I get here? When did I get in this position? I guess I need to learn to let go and just continue living.
 Jan 2015 Sydney Ann
Pdub
We are all either living
Or dying
We simply are
We exist
And love
And grieve
And feel
A power within
Evermore

We are all either living
Or dying
But we cannot choose a side
There is no way to determine
When one has truly lived
Or when one has truly died
For everyone who thinks they have lost, they have not. Nothing can be lost, no spirit forgotten.
 Jan 2015 Sydney Ann
effaced
Remember when I told you that you don't scare me?
Well, i lied, you do scare me.
Remember the time, before we had dated, when we were
going to pretend to date, to see what my parents would say?
Remember the time that you cheated on me?
Remember the all the times i took you back?
Remember the times i spent day and night crying over you?
Remember the times that you said "i love you"?
Remember the times that we spent hours at the time on the phone, going through all the special memories we had?
Remember the night before valentine's day last year, when i gave you every diary entry about you.

If you dont, i sure as hell do.
Thank you JDK for letting me use your I lied 10w. It was so inspirational and relates so much, again Thank You
 Jan 2015 Sydney Ann
effaced
trigger
 Jan 2015 Sydney Ann
effaced
when the skinny girl dresses up, and you feel worse than normal...
there's this girl in my class, she's so skinny and gorgeous... If only.
I bet she's tall and pretty
I bet she doesn't even need makeup to be stunning
I bet she stays up late with you and sends you late night texts
I bet you two get drunk and high together
I bet she has no qualms about sending you **** pictures of herself
I bet she is in the "popular" crowd
I bet she doesn't complicate everything
I bet she has never cut herself or tried to **** herself or starved herself
and I have done all three
I bet she is everything you ever wanted
I bet she is someone you would miss like crazy if she left you
I bet you barely remember my name
I am the one who sits at home and reads with a cup of tea and a hoodie on
She is the one who goes out and parties, gets drunk and high and strips
I wish you would miss me
Just a little bit
I can't help it if I am not enough for you. Or for anyone. Or myself. I hope she is enough.
it really wasnt until i was hurt
that i realized i could feel
it wasnt till we both walked away
that i saw what we had was real.

i am so sorry i was who i am
i tried so hard to change for you
i wanted you to love me
but now i think were officially through.
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