I scare myself

You were the rain
I was the ground  
And You fell
For me
Hard
And you made me
Run with you
To the stream
Till we
Both
Floated
Away

As I jumped out of a 20 story building...
I did not think of my death at the moment. I thought of how wonderful it was to fly.


That my dear. Is what falling in love is like.

The fall was beautiful
The crash was wonderful

The only reason I left you is that I was afraid you would leave me first. And...
To
be
honest
That
Is
My
Worst
Nightmare.

(read forward, then backward, line by line)

I ran.
Not knowing what else to do
There was so much blood on my hands
It was mine
The kitchen knife
Caught in my chest
Guilt
Consumed by
Fear
I was heightened by
Adrenaline
But running on
Wasn’t enough
While trying to stay calm,
Losing control
It was me that would end up
Dead. Because
He was
In front of me
The whole time
It was too late
Trapped
I found myself
Locked in chains
My fate was
Death.

You are my everything.
But Also my lonely nights. You are every single tear rolling down my face...
But
I love you.
Isn't that enough?