One night I awoke from a horrible dream,
That the camouflage toys caused piercing loud screams.
They filled up our trucks with harmful delight,
Oh god, dear god, oh I can see the light.
Please God, oh please, oh don’t let this end,
Please, I’ve so much to say to a boy and a friend.
The boy was the boy I saw in my dreams,
When we were together we were the perfect team.
That boy would just tickle me, laugh and play,
When I saw his smile it sure made my day;
That’s why I asked you if it was okay.
But my friend all you did was nod and say fine,
But ****, you said nothing, Should have gave me a sign.
You could’ve told me no or told me how you felt.
You could’ve told me how your broken heart would’ve melt.
You could have told me that you felt that way,
But instead you simply let our friendship slip away.
When you did that scene of heartbreak, oh sure;
You made me feel like ****, I sank right through the floor.
Could you believe the irony, in that card and in that scene,
How could I have been so stupid, so ignorant, so mean.
But my friend, oh my friend your forgetting one little part,
Did you ever try to learn what was inside my heart?
Did you know that I loved him, and did you know why?
Oh, it’s because he made me happy, when you made me cry.
You say I’ve got everything, what have I got to hide,
But instead I hide everything, every emotion, I’m a lie.
Do you think that I asked to feel this way, nope.
Did you honestly think I liked to sit around and mope.
So now when I tell you how much I loved him, I knew,
That deep inside your heart, you always knew it was true.
So now that you know how I feel my friend.
Hey god, dear god, I can leave now, the end.