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Hey. It's me. Just wanted to say I love you. Have a nice day at work. Call me when you're on your way, okay?

You have two unheard messages
Hey. It's me again. Where are you? I miss you. It's late and I'm cold and you aren't here.

I know you're sad, but you can't do this. It's not how things work. Please don't leave me alone. Just... Just answer your phone, **** it. I need you. You're important.

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Why'd you do it? I needed you. I need you. It's a joke right? A prank? Well, it's not funny anymore. I need you back. I just... I just want to hear your voice again. You're so beautiful. Please come back to-

I ran out of time. I just want you back. Why did you do this?  I want to see you again. I need to see you again. But not like at your funeral. Like you were when you lived.

They said I have to stop calling you. I don't know how to stop. I love you. I can't do this without you. But don't worry, love, I'll see you again soon, it's only a matter of minutes until we're together.

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Am I the only one that has their demons feasting upon their souls?
They say it is easy to tie a noose around your mind,
To overcome the urges and temptations of ending your life with a suicide
They don't know the true pain and torment that is going on in my head
An epic battle that leaves me with restless nights in bed
"End your life already" they say, as they prey on me during my weakest hours
Sometimes I give into the voices, carrying the sharp blade to my wrist
Crying as I struggle to mutter three powerful words that keeps me going
Choking on my sobs, my lungs deflate with a desire to say that God loves me
I try to convince myself that God is trying to test my faith
And to just wait, wait and wait
Then my Demons will eventually go AWAY.....



~Imperfect Desire **

Have you seen me?
I’ve been missing since 2003

Darkness surrounds
It’s very cold
It’s 2015
or so I’m told

The walls are smooth
and chill to the touch
I don’t see the sun very much

The food I eat
is cold and stale
served to me
in a small metal pail

I hear the screams,
the whimpers, the cries.
Are there others like me
who are held nearby?

Or am I alone
in this unknown place
creating nightmares to fill
the unearthly space.

Tears, hard feelings, broken,
i dont remember when
was the last time i felt,
all seems great now,
he makes me forgot about the last trust issues i had
he's the one that i want
may not be the sweetest,
may not be the most romantic,
but he does make sure me get everything of him