Sunny

Sunny Mar 2018

shield

Everyone squealed
When they found out I had a shield.
Before you came to me, I was adrift.
Blackness surrounded me. But you came to give me a lift.
Now, when they look at me, they laugh.
The sounds they make, splitting my confidence in half.
But then you’re there, by my side.
You’re there, even after my self-esteem died.

One day, I found you on the ground.
You were beaten. ******. The sight made my heart drown.
Your voice quivered as you spoke. You asked me so many questions as I held you.
Some of them, I lacked the answers to.
Your warmth. The sound of your breathing. It was all perfect.
I knew it then, you were something I had to protect.

#romantic

Sunny Mar 2018

Smile

Whenever I’m feeling down, you’re there to make things better.
Today, you wrapped me up in a sweater.
It’s warm and I close my eyes. Savor the moment.
You’re standing in front of me, putting up ornaments.

I guess I forgot. Christmas is coming soon.
I’m supposed to give you your present this afternoon.
Before I know it, the moment’s arrived.
I walk towards you, prepping for the surprise.

When I show you it, your face changes for a while.
There was no mistaking it. A smile.

#surprise #christmas #winter #smile #gift

Sunny Mar 2018

light

My vision is filled with light.
I close my eyes. It’s too bright.
I see you there in the distance, out of mind.
You try to speak, but your voice is drowned out by the wind.

I approach, but you suddenly disappear
I try to search for you, but you’re no longer near.
You were my light, now it’s coming for my soul.
The darkness eats me alive, swallowing me whole.

#light #darkness

Sunny Mar 2018

lost

Is it weird
To miss someone
You’ve never met?

#death

Sunny Mar 2018

Identity

You’ve spent some time drifting.
Like you’ve been trapped in an endless void for so long.
You may have felt some kind of sensation.
Like you weren’t who you’re supposed to be.

What did you feel in that moment?
Confusion? Or maybe it was something else.
Well, whatever it was, it doesn’t matter now.
Because I’m here by your side.

It doesn’t matter what you want to be.
I don’t care how many people say otherwise.
If someone says anything mean about you…
I’ll be there to help you up.

It’s okay if you feel lost.
I feel that way too sometimes.
But in the end, I’m really happy
That you’re beginning to find your identity.

#identity #lgbt

Sunny Mar 2018

Pictures

They say a picture's worth a thousand words.
Though all I see are the birds.
That make me smile when I hear them chirping.
In front of me, is an smoothie that I’m slurping.

I can’t just forget about all these moments.
I have to capture each one!
And I don’t care about my opponents.
‘Cause I don’t have to listen to anyone!

My hands are gonna clap!
And my fingers are gonna snap!
I’m gonna order a frappe
And take a nap
And every single one of these memories
Will be preserved like a documentary.

#picture #image #song

Sunny Mar 2018

Ideal

An ideal day
Would be one
Where I know exactly what to say
To you.

An ideal day
Would be one
Where all my fears wash away
With you.

An ideal day
Would be one
Where I can just play
With you.

An ideal day
Would be one
Where I can press my lips to yours
Without fear.

#romance #ideal