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Dec 2019 · 130
The Gray Mind
Edward Dec 2019
A field of pain.
My soul to keep.
Wretched body.
Give me energy.

Stains of this leaves me subdued.
Empty halls echo the truth.
The mind drains in time.
Crawling for the light.

Feelings dim, given day.
Nothing more to say.
My heart refuses to shine.
It will drain in time.
Crawling for the dark.

Save yourself, I hear them say.
Split yourself to know it's real.
Speaking in tongues like you do.
Am I the fool?

What is this you call heaven?
What is this you call hell?

Between both my mind resides.
Till my death.
Dec 2019 · 260
The Death of You
Edward Dec 2019
Love me.
Hate me.
Strike me where I sleep.

Trick me.
Help me.
Hold out a lending hand.

Ditch me.
Use me.
No hard feelings to keep.

Bury me.
Lift me.
Does it matter anyway?

Do you feel the pain?
Or ignore it like you always do?
To callous to let them in.
It will be the death of you.
Dec 2019 · 116
Colors and Sounds
Edward Dec 2019
No one knows where we're at right now.
Flying so high we can't be found.
This song will carry us on.
To a place in between us now.

You have to find the meaning of it all.
To even come close to the call.
This is the part were we come undone.
Don't be scared, its in your head.
Sights and sounds look so clear.
While the music stops and stares.
Do they know where this place resides.
Its in our minds, in our minds.

No one knows where we're at right now.
Flying so high we can't be found.
So it's time to take a ride.
Through the forest green
Or maybe in the deep blue sea
Never knowing where we'll end up.
Maybe back home with a little bit of luck.

Don't be scared, its in your head.
You're gonna come back down again.
Don't be scared whats in your mind.
It only takes a little bit of time.
To find out whats on the other side.
Dec 2019 · 706
Let me out
Edward Dec 2019
I need the light.
I want the day.
Dig me up.
Forget my name.
Try to climb.
I slip away.
Let me out.

Crawling on the ground.
Back to you.
Dig me up.
Forget my name.
Tried to crawl.
But I slipped away.
Let me out.
Can you hear me?
Let me out.

I need the light.
I want the day.
Won’t you dig me up?
I’ve listened.
I’ve given.
Let me out.
Can you hear me?
Let me out.
Dec 2019 · 167
Regret
Edward Dec 2019
Why does this feeling come back to stay?
I thought it was what I wanted but now I can’t say.

If you could understand these feelings I have inside.
Would you take me back or would you leave me behind?

All the stars shine bright for you.
That much I know.
All that's left to say is
I love you.
Dec 2019 · 230
My Entire Life
Edward Dec 2019
My heart is heavy
My chest is weak
When I see you
I don't know what do

Could it be love
Could it be true
Why do I get this feeling?
When I see you

Oh why, oh why did I leave
This pain, I can't breathe
Forever I will live with this pain inside
Only the stars know if it will subside

But for now, I guess I'll get by
Forever holding you in my heart
My entire life

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