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Who cares anyway Nov 2014
I used to be the girl who
cared about everything.
But now, I'm not sure
if I care about
anything at
all.
Who cares anyway Nov 2014
All I do is hide
Until you appear
Stand up with pride
Don't dare to shed a tear

"She's so much better than you,"
I throw up dinner
"You're obviously not going to medical school..."
At least I'm thinner

"Stop being so annoying!"
Turn to the blade
"Such a disappointment..."
I'm starting to fade

I find the comfort in these things
That you could not provide
Was it really that hard?
I don't know, all I do is hide
  Nov 2014 Who cares anyway
Just Melz
She cries late
                  every night
     Turns off all the
                           lights
         Sits in bed
bawls
             her eyes out
      in the dark
Cutting out pieces
      of her heart
No one can see
                          the scars
           of her sewing
back up her chest
       Soon she will be
             an empty shell
        Hopefully
                    putting her soul to rest
If her heart
                    is no longer there
It can't get broken,
              right?
If no one can see
                          the tears
Then she never cried,
                     right?
some say we should keep personal remorse from the
poem,
stay abstract, and there is some reason in this,
but jezus;
twelve poems gone and I don't keep carbons and you have
my
paintings too, my best ones; its stifling:
are you trying to crush me out like the rest of them?
why didn't you take my money? they usually do
from the sleeping drunken pants sick in the corner.
next time take my left arm or a fifty
but not my poems:
I'm not Shakespeare
but sometime simply
there won't be any more, abstract or otherwise;
there'll always be mony and ****** and drunkards
down to the last bomb,
but as God said,
crossing his legs,
I see where I have made plenty of poets
but not so very much
poetry.
Who cares anyway Oct 2014
Attention
is quite an interesting
thing

One can live
a lifetime
without it

But one taste of it
and it becomes
a drug

You could drown in it
if you wanted to
and not bat an eye
Who cares anyway Oct 2014
You took more
than just a
piece of me

you took a
part of me
I’m not the
same
anymore

Teachers inquire
“Are you okay?”
I reply quietly,
“Yes.”

When inside
I am
definitely
not
okay

Shaking, barely containing my tears
on some days
It’s hard

But you’ll never
know that
because you are
far too
good for me
right?

So please don’t
confuse me
drag me along
or even look at me

Because it kills
me every
****
time
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