Somebody Nobody

Somebody Nobody Oct 2017

Am I invisible?

Everyday, it's the same over and over again,
with little to no interaction.

Nobody bothers talking to me,
nobody bothers acknowledging me.

I'm constantly rejected,
beaten down to the ground before I say a word.

I don't need to say a word
not anymore.

But being invisible
isn't as bad as it seems.

I can think,
more clearly than most.

I can make well-thought out decisions,
less impulsive than most.

I can't bring it up,
not with anyone,
but that's all right.
Some things are best left unspoken.

Somebody Nobody Oct 2017

Just a little crush

It's a relentless cycle,
of pain and pleasure.

Those moments of pure agony,
fueled by instances of sweet, sweet company.

I told myself,
I won't fall victim again,
never ever,
will I have feelings for anyone.
Not anymore, at least.

My will has betrayed me,
with my heart feeling one way,
but my brain pulling me the other.

My mind tells me I have no chance,
and it's probably right,
but my heart fosters hope.
Hope that this time will be different.

I keep telling myself that
this time it'll be different,
but I know from experience that
it never is.

Oct 2017

JB Claywell

Finding Streetlights

We are all moths
seeking the moon
but finding streetlights
instead.

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-JBClaywell

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Oct 2017

BrittneyKeaira

She.

Hi , I am she .
She who is lost .
She who constantly needs validation ...
For she is not capable of any healthy relations ...
She who controls you so much with LOVE .. you die .

She who questions her looks ,
Am I enough ?
She who is simply insecure .

YOU , made me this way .
Always making me wonder .

Always a **** mystery .
You played me better than a gambler .

Light your cigarette ...
Then pass it to me ...
You are unworthy of peace of mind .

Im insecure ,
because I keep you .
Knowing I could replace you at the drop of a dime .

#hurt #forgiveness #forgive #deep #love #relationship #trouble #couples

Oct 2017

Raymond Turcotte

Raindrop

Just like a raindrop
I was born to fall
Just like a tough guy I am
I will try and show them all

Never knew love or hate
Only pain the past drugs create
hitting up like flint and steel
Cannot fathom if anything is real

Darkness creeps in, paranoia begins
When lights go out I face my demons
I hear the loud echoing screams
To this day I wish they would stop visiting my dreams

Evil is winning it’s wearing the crown
It’s all smoke and mirrors until they break down
But by then your already slaves
Just another toy with which he plays

Silent visions of past mistakes
Let us see what this new day makes

poem created /; cannot re-call unfortunately

summary/ purpose :/ While walking to an Ottawa Bus-Stop I seen a homeless man, offering poems if you helped him. I often help out homeless people anyway, with Jordan it was no exception. I gave him a Canadian 5$ bill, and i seen the joy in his eyes. He gave me the whole pile of poems and Thanked me very much. I wish him the best. He inspired me to create this poem.

inspiration from/ inspired by :/ Dedicated and Inspired by Jordan MacDonald(not targeted at him)

#sad #mistakes #drops #poet