Soloy

Soloy Jul 2020

Ode

Mephistoles Mephistoles
Grant me your wish
You'll empty my hearts out and carve out my sins

Mephistoles Mephistoles
Cleanse me of thee
Guilt that drowns my soul whenever I breathe

Lest eternal emptiness suffocates me
Bring me to hell and burn out my sins

Soloy Jul 2020

Untitled

I hear the night's scream
I feel my mind bleam
With words unforeseen

My thoughts are empty like these starless nights
Who will be here to reignite
My passion my hopes, my all that I gave.

I wallow in my broken dreams
Let poems be my lone relief.
Tis' but a living dream,
I dare not sleep

On my broken heart
of shards of glass that pierce
the stars

Each day I lie wake
Let the night give truth and dissipate
The feelings I have when I'm asleep
Will haunt me no longer in my wake

Soloy Jul 2020

Imprint

These days I can't sleep
I think of thee
Now look at he
Sitting in darkness
Typing away with empty heart
Fingers like feather-touch
He made a mistake
Was he? Did he?
Was it a mistake that he made that birth to all these
The cycle repeats
No matter where I sit
Alone,
One thing's for sure
People die when they succeed
This cycle of eternity will grant me immortality

Till death takes me
If the cycle's not complete
I will thrash in hell
Under heaven's decree
The scourging flames will not stop me
Until the cycle bears my sins

Soloy Jun 2020

Another Dimension

The butler knows
of sorrow untold
He feels so cold,
only the warm glow
of evening
finds him
solace
from what he knows.
                                                                                              points turning
                                                                                  opportunities infinite
                                                                                         he thought of not
would render whole dreams forever irredeemable.
His heart was breaking.

All was over. No point dwelling on. Look further beyond.
lest human warmth he needs, banter be the key to what he seeks

#love #heartbreak #butler #loneliness #warmth #human #life

Soloy Jun 2020

so pretty. unconventionally pretty.

-- . .-.. --- -.. .. . ...
My soft yearning gaze upon your emanating presence
fills my heart to the brim with appreciation
Of your beauty, the lines of your face like
superlunary threads woven together in fractals;
an instantiation of geometric perfection.
Like æther, the material of celestial spheres,
creating a passage
that connects the edge of one to the other.
Transmitting a frequency that channels my heart with love; of the
warm embrace of your beauté

Your beauty
transcends
dimensions
like music
that feeds
my lost soul
||
I pay for it with time
like a bridge to traverse between dimensions

For this passage is not physical
but a liminal space
when I close my eyes
and think of you.

#love #transcend #dimensions #time #space #music #melody #beauty #life #soul

Soloy Jun 2020

Sleep

U make my Earfquake
I stare blankly at space
The walls do not move
Like my mind preparing to snooze

You are the opposite of an Earfquake
A tranquil twilight
I feel peace and stability
In this liminal space
before
i go
to sleep

#sleep