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Crystal Feb 2018
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you're all I think about.
I hate it.
I can't do anything.
I don't do anything.
Getting out of bed is hard.
You've made it hard and I hate everything about you.
I haven't been posting because my mind is all about him and the pain he has left me in.
Crystal Jan 2018
I wish nothing more than to write about  happy stories.  With happy endings....
But I can't write about something I've  yet to experience. Not with passion atleast...
#Can'tRelateToHappy
Crystal Jan 2018
Promises  aren't  always kept.



... that's  a promise.




Ironic. Isn't  it?
Crystal Jan 2018
Everything like you.
I know where this is going.
Yet I am still with him.



Beacuse I've  grown comfortable in



pain heartbreaker puts me in.
#FuckLove #Pain #MissHim
Crystal Dec 2017
Like a slow dancing song. It felt good to be in your arms. Like the world was on fire, and you put the flames out.


So In Love With You.
Crystal Dec 2017
You broke my heart baby boy.
What did you do that?
You came to me, walked into my life so, broken, lost, and scared.
Only to leave me feeling the same, Not sane. Insane thanks to you.
****** me, not physically, but emotionally. All because...
She hurt you, mistreated you, took you for granted , I guess you could say she took advantage.
Hurt me in every single way, Only in pain because you left me this way.
I'm not mad at you, I don't hate you. This isn't about you.
This is about the pain I am in because of your actions.
Because I let pain enter me.
Thinking, hoping, and praying  it was just a visit. Only to find it moving in, staying, and planting itself in me. Trying to kick it out only made it angry.
Growing thorns, I swear it hurts when I try letting the thought of you go.
Suffocating in heartbreak. Like my lungs crave that feeling you once gave me, when I saw you, took my breath away, in a good way.  
Lovely baby boy. Slick with your words, not with your actions. I can't believe I ever found you and your ugly heart attractive.
I just wish the pain would leave. I miss you, But then I don't. You broke my heart,
Crystal Dec 2017
They told me about you
They told me you'd hurt me
They told me you'd break my heart
They told me to not fall for you
But what they didn't tell me was why 
I had grown curious as to why no one seemed to like you . As if you'd made a big mistake and everyone seemed to spite you
But you ... knew what to say and maybe that was the problem .... maybe you knew what to say and you got me to fall for someone like you .. someone like you that completely broke me and I should have listened but a part of me only saw the potential in you and it broke me ...somebody so broken .destroyed .. empty ....
But you had your way of doing the same and you made me sane again for a while we were happy ... for a while ...
You then took your anger out on me and I saw what they meant by when they said you'd hurt me
You were still in love with her ..
She broke you and you broke others but I don't blame you. . I can't blame you.  
You didn't mean it .. in fact I should have seen it coming ..
Dont know who this is about...
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