We are in the middle of flood
and fire simultaneously
Drowning while burning
The burning tree of olive
will reach the bottom of the flood
Where it will shoot new roots.


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The mother is everything.
The mother of all mothers
The mother of all fathers.
Forever connected
with this invisible cord.
The fundament of this world.


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Like parfume of the cherry blossoms
Rising up to heaven
Walking through the streets
memories of what used to be
connected with all senses.
A long lost melody
bringing  everything back to life right before my eyes.
Pleasure, pain and delight.
All feelings
You are
like music, a song, a prayer
Forever on my mind.



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Lying in bed
The rain sings it song
Then
The sun looks down
On a fresh Earth today
New day, new start
of the New Year, of life
The wind with
whispering sound from afar
Messages to passing leaves
Blue from the sea
Birds lovely tunes heard from above
To give signs to baby birds
Mama is coming with love
With food for opening beaks
And to tell what she has seen, living drones.
Lying in bed I close my eyes
Not ready yet
All nature sounds like a lullaby
Puts me back to sleep.


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In simple language
winds carrying my words
meeting you.



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The most painful things remain unsaid .
They are carved in a heart
So utterly sad.
The most beautiful words written
Come from a heart in pain.
Still...
So much pain
Remains.
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Early morning view
The city is still asleep
Most people not awake yet...
Blushing colors in the east
Promise of golden sunrise
to be born soon.



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To shine
face the sun
To glow
Come out in the dark
let the moon
enhance your colors
let  the stars sparkle
you with showers.

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Standing in the sun
Putting on dark glasses
To protect eyes from
the sun
and to conceal
the hurt that’s in the eyes
hard hidening.

Standing in the rain
You can’t see
the teardrops
falling softly on the  face
blending in
with falling rain
All because of pain

Hard to hide are
those trembling lips.
Full with sad emotions
One would think
They want a kiss.....
Now with mouth/ nose cap
What good camouflage
this is.

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Addiction
Trauma in the roots
Pain
Escaping
Everything  closing in
Tears like rivers
In the end you’re drowning
Know
It’s not you....
It’s what’s done to you.
Be open
For help.
Talk.




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Layer upon layer
Petals close embrace.
Like
my lovers closing arms.
A rose fully open.
Waiting… to be plucked.
Red rose from lover’s Eden
Fover your gardener I’ll be.


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Tell me everything
Tell me a lie
Tell me everything
but don’t let me cry
Don’t spoil the dream
I’m living in
Let me sleep
Let me dream
Let we  meet
In my dream
over and over again!!

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A beautiful heart is everlasting
So is
Poetry!!

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Before day and  dawn
Let me hold you one more time
Let me look into your eyes
come close to me
before we part
and say our last goodbye.

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The smallest event can change your everyday life.
Big changes can stop you on your tracks of life.


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Don’t stay  in the dark
Shine in the light
Sparkle under the stars
Be proud of who you are.


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Lovely ancient woodland wildflower,
protected you are.
Velvet sea of blue you can create
Your bell like appearance makes you look sad
It’s not because of the upcoming sun
you hang your head
It’s just the way you thrive
In partial shade.
Still you grow too where waters meet land
For humility and gratitude you stand
and the world loves you.





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One day you wake up
Realizing that nothing you lived, was.
Everything one big deceptive illusion
of something that never was.
Misinterpretation, sensory misconception.
False believe, drowning idea before even coming to life.
Feeling cheated on so many levels.
After thinking it was solid ground
you were standing on.
Like a severe earthquake
hitting everything that was built fragile.
Hitting it with one blow away.
Still so much love inside
holding hands with deep sadness.
Keep going with the flow,
you just can’t drown now.
Living breathing life
while  it’s so suffocating.
Still smiling,
while everything inside
has been broken,
time after time.




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pink song heart filled LOVE
life’s melody to dance on
only way to PEACE.



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Reflection of  sundrops
As diamonds moving
rough bright rock vulcanos
Goldmines shining
through the grounds ,
in the dirt hiding
Ready for mining
Pearls under sea at
oceans bottom
Sheltered by  shells
Covered up by plastic waste
All this richness of this earth
in the darkest of all places.
That’s the beauty of Mother Nature
Till greed of men ruined everything.
Global warming at the end.
End of planet Earth , Human kind
and Mother Nature


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Diving into the deep
I woke up in a field of flowers.



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Human beings are
Bottomless
Deep, full of beauty
Full of secrets.
Take time to explore
Everyday you’ll discover something new.
All of creation exist within the depths of our minds.


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You don’t need a king to be a queen!

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Day ends
Night  falls
A dog barks
A baby cries
A mother with  tired feet
A father frustrated
ends didn’t meet.
Still  sitting together
Having a simple meal
Still praying together
Still thanking
For another day.

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golden disc waters
reflections of light and love
in our hearts and homes



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peonies buds peep
behind early morning fog
rose petals embrace




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As I walked out of my black and white world
in my grey colored clothes leaving behind the ruins of my life which was full of sadness full of fear.
Like stepping in a new dimension of space.
I saw colors so bright they hurt my eyes but bring joy to my heart.
Looking up to this infinite sky
I saw all shades of blue going over in turquoise
at the end I saw colors of a blushing sky with a glow on the cheeks, soft rose and soft pastel.
Crown of white was holding this up like  pieces of white cotton candy  so sweet, I just keep looking up.
Then I felt a light breeze from a soft blue wind ,
listening careful there was a message within.
Messages coming from afar reaching the ear
touching the heart.
I could hear the cries of people in pain, children in fear what a shame.
Could this beautiful sky be theirs too?
Yes it is,  I was one of them too.
Looking around what beautiful trees,
all kinds of green but also orange, yellow and pink.
Fields of tulips, red roses and yellow daffodils everywhere!
Indeed these are the colors of Spring.
Many butterflies and bees in the air
Buzzing around in search for a kiss.
The sounds of happy birds flying high taking dives back to earth.
I felt like Alice in wonderland
finally found after getting lost.
In reality
It was just another day in war.

We all must try to help the people in war. Shower them with colors of love.



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Don’t cry because I’m gone
One flower
From me to you
Our plant in bloom
Letting you know, I’m still around.



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In my  dream garden
I will be waiting for you
With blossom and flirt

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autumn leaves bed holds
song of gold to lay me down
kisses by cold breeze


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catch a falling star
send  it to me from afar
gentle nights kiss breeze.

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All was gone
They left
The weather was changing
Holding on to my true self
I am sad, alone
Weeping
seeds that will set you free.
Fly high.
Take me away wind
I don’t belong.


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A tree in full bloom
in desert land
The seed of love is planted
overcoming anything
making a song within
Like branches of the olive tree, withstanding, bending without breaking.



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When our time is near
we leave behind
all the burdens on our backs
but the ones within.
Hold close what’s dear.
Watch the immaculate white rose.



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Sitting on a swing
was the nearest way to fly.
Higher and higher you would go
Eyes closed while  hands holding the ropes tight
Almost touching the sky
Sitting in the car
Counting houses as you pass
Fantasizing what’s going on inside.
Lying on the grass watching
clouds from afar
Seeing all your heroes
come to life right there in the sky
Although you look at life quite different now
this inner child will never die.
Still looking at clouds in the sky!!



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Don’t think you are invisible.
Some are only visible to the right eyes!!

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Angels humming quietly
Soft melody of the divine
Song in children’s happy laughter
travel up through clouds and rain
to gates of cherry blossoms sky.
Melody of love and sadness
In the hearts of everyone.
Deeply hidden in baby’s innocence.
Going all life long
Till in old men broken smile.


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Love, bottomless
Satins shiny glow
Breathing without air
Floating or drowning
between heaven high
and ocean deep.
Even the stars are impressed .



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In one moment in time
when things come together.
You’re conceived.
For everyone there is a time
a purpose
to come to life.
A time to be born.


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Colorful flower
Ready to be kissed by you
Sweet nectar kisses

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She was crying
Her girl, 15 years old,
was in the ICU
It was a suicide attempt
Reason, they don’t know
Parents divorced 3 years ago
Both in new relationships now
She didn’t pass the final exams
Her mother’s boyfriend just moved in with them
And people ask whatever reason made her do such a thing.
Think!!


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Falling leaves
on the rhythm of the wind
you fly.
To a place unknown.
Rainy days,
it’s getting colder.
People haste.
Umbrellas are up.
Year is getting older.
Let’s go home.



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Morning break
Sunrise,  a silent explosion of the sky.
Sunbeams to warm you
To give you strength
To be a sunbeam yourself
for someone each new day
So I pray!


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Like a peacock in full display
Beautiful are those precious memories
Evoking a thousand colors
before my eyes
To stay.


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The love of one person
Ioving another loving another loving another
Loving each other
Can lead to a  loving nation
A change in one person
Changing another changing another changing another
Can change all the people
Can change the world
Everything starts with one person.
With you.

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White moon far above
You’re so beautiful
can’t get enough!
Shine on me
Enhance my colors
with your love!!


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Breathing vibrant colored
flower bunch
All generations together
From bud to wilted ones
Soft petals in wind and sun.


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My happiness is gone
tears in my eyes
Only sadness
When I know I am not welcome
No one wants me in their land
I’ve been running from my once called home
They smoked us away
Do you know how that feels?
To know that nowhere on this earth there is a place for me?
Where I’m welcome to stay and build a home?
You judge me because?
I am just a child, I am lost
Walked miles every day in sun and rain with stomach pain.
A burden in everybody’s land
Yes I know it’s theirs,
their right by birth.
I have none.
They let me know every second that passes by that
I’m not welcome here and nowhere.
Can you imagine  how that feels?
Do you know where and how I live? You wouldn’t last a day.
Only sadness on my mind
Eyes filled with tears all the time. Emptiness inside.
So much pain so much grief.
Is it fair to be a child like me?
Just because!!
You could easily have been me.
Think about that.

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