I’ll turn into a monster for you,
If you pay me enough.
I’ve been resisting this decay,
I thought you’d do the same.

I try my best to give you the life you want,
What would you have me do?
Is there another way?
Love tell me there is another way.

I’m climbing over something,
And I’m running through these walls.
I’m so tired of misconceiving,
What else is it?

Open up my eyes,
Tell me where you want to go.
Tell me you love me,
And hold me tight

I’m your friend,
Boyfriend,
Editor,
Photographer.

I’m your Clyde,
Ally,
Cheerleader.

I don’t know If you’re proud to call me any of those.

Here I go again wishing I was dead and cold.
Every day feeling repetitive.
I’m just trying to chill,
Please give me a sedative.
Here comes depression again,
Drifting to my heart and settling just like sediment.

Too scared to leave,
But too tired to stay.
Feel my soul seep out from every puff.
I’m deep in thought,
I’m no one's property,
But treated like a mockery.

My parents said life is beautiful,
They told me home is where the love is.
This house brings heartache,
It brings pain.

They tried so hard to cover lies,
And I need to get somewhere soon.
I’m gonna do my best to get to you,
A more loving household.

It’s time TO BE ME.
I’m going to try to be the man you want,
I’ll bury my pride honey.
It’s good to be home,
Rather than “home”

I’ve found what I’ve been waiting for,
And to get there I crossed lines,
Burned bridges.

I know our relationship isn’t traditional,
It’s different in ways.
I don’t really care,
Because it’s not about status.

C’est la vie.

It’s 2 AM,
I’m laying on your floor.
Reaching up to feel your skin,
Drifting off listening to you breathe.

You look so peaceful,
Like some type of resting angel.
Your sleepy kisses,
And your drowsy smirk.

Now I fall asleep on your floor,
One day we will have our own bed.
So much on my mind I want to tell you.
Goodnight Ms Believer.
I love you forever and always.
I’ll see you when we awake.

I lay awake,
Broken glasses,
And try to fickle my hair.

I look up to the sky,
Awaiting some type of answer.

I look down at my legs,
Hardly look normal,
And down at the end of the road is you.
The reluctant royalty looking at the town crier.

The most beautiful sight was thinking I saw you,
As the paramedics put me in the ambulance.
I got out of the stretcher,
And ran to your embrace.

I wasn't ready to die,
Purpose was literally in front of me.
When I got your embrace..
I think that's when I woke up in the hospital

I adore you.
You don't care where I came from.
When I'm gone do you think of me?
When you dream do I make the screen?

I've watched my bridges burned,
And here you are helping me build them.
Life is better now with you,
Loving you,
Making me feel nearer to God or even the heavens.

All I got for you is love,
And the rest of my life.
Let me be your prince,
And let's build our own kingdom.

We can live happily ever after,
I love how that sounds.
Don't you?
Can we do this forever please?