I remembered the night I must forget
I forget not to remember what I must forget
Feelings rushing into my heart like the sea into a broken ship
**** why a man should not cry,
Bound to be strong for the world's eye
I wanted to forget you every night try
I need to forget...
to remember how to laugh
I try to forget you....
when I check your picture before I sleep
and I try to remember your face.........
to keep track of the faces I need to forget
I forgot the touch of you hand on my face
I forgot how it really felt
****, I wish I remember that and forget the rest

When I feel down, or up
When I need my time, to stop

All I need is, one click
OK I lied it take more than a click

To be in the poetry world
Where feelings are describes with words

Where poets are living for real

One is happy, one is sad
One is laughing, and another is dead

One is caring, and one lost hope
One is talking about his neck, and a rope

One is trying to feel love
One is giving to another that love

From the deepest of my heart I want to say
That I laughed here and I even cry
I love you all "Hello Poetry" friends

Is wrong wrong to wish you death
Believe me I  wish you no harm or pain
I don't wish you to feel sad or fall into the blues
I just wish you..and here is the truth
I wish you die
so i won't remember
i wont wake up with the feeling of desertion
I just wish you would never exist anymore

It won't take long
Maybe a week or so
You will call back
After your heart break again
And I will be there
to hold its pieces
and that's all I will be doing
Because , I am falling out of love with you

You try to move on
so do I
You're looking for a new love
I already have mine
You keep you distance
and I keep mine
You want to **** your feelings,
but you killed mine
You know I feel for you,
and I know you still do
We try to move on
we try to fight the love for how long?
Can't we just hold hands?
Can't we just drop our games?
I will be waiting for you
Until You say you do
By that time I will wave goodbye
And you say, I see you around

I can't remember the day we met
I only remember the invite you sent
It was amazing what we held
It even was the best *** I ever had
You are my lust with a touch of pain
I tried to build something but all in vain
Because you are the blues you are my pain
I miss you so much, I miss you eyes
Because you are the blues you are my pain
I dream of you and I love your strain
You are the blues and you are my pain

God help me..to dry my tear
I don;t ask for much.for what I deserve is clear..
I know you love her God.for that i cheer
I know you wont get us back.that's no my fear
I just ask you God.just dry my tear..
Help me move on...or my death is near
I really miss her God.help me here
I swear to you.I wont ask for more
I just want to die.or shut this door
pain is my bed.its OK , I cover with tear..
Just help me God.help me here

It isn't late I guess..
Its just 3 am..
I am not alone for I have  a guest..
It brought its friends...those became my bests
pain was shy.but regret was hard
Tears were there,to sing to my heart...

I know we are apart..I know we are done
I know I can't call you.especially after what I've done
But I just wish..if we or I had one trick..
To point you eyes.and you have a peak..
To see my heart.on the walls of my poems
To feel my pain..by the blood of my ink..
Please look here.I wish you would..

You know what is hard ?
Missing you ,
You know what is really Hard ?
Unable to move on.
You know what is Hard?
seeing you,in every corner
You know what is even harder than that?
crying you out ...

I called you Baby with a smile..
Happy and foul thinking you are mine
Even between us a thousand miles.
I just wanna remind you that you are mine
I called you baby so you'll smile
and to remind you,you are mine
I called you baby and I know
You will pick up and say hello
I fell into you voice mail
And it was the voice of male
He said you retched.. ..&....home.
And right then I knew I am alone
You broke my heart and lock the door
As you shut down my soul
I now check your picture from time to time
And cry over the days when you were mine
I called you Baby one last time..
And I hung up with a broken smile..

Dear Dear,
  I am writing to informe you about YOU
  You has broken the heart of ME,again
  You has lied,and lied over and over,again
  Even YOU has promised to not do such thing,again
  But remarkable YOU has broke the promises,again
  We dont understand why the ME forgive the YOU,again
  We cant even imagine how the ME can convince forgiving the You,again and ******* again and again and ******* ******* again;but the Me did.
So,after log talks with the Me.we decided and he,to make a remarkable effort togethe just to say these few wrods;
  *******,m not forgiving yu anymore
  You will be forgforgoten ,moved on on be sure
Goodbye you freaking *****

Fogive me baby for being away
I had to get the money;and there were no other way
I am now not that far;just couple days voyage
I had all what he asked,but he used my age
He said I am young,too young;he ******* used my age
Sorry dear,I would ask, but you wont run away I know
I know you love me;if we run away,we live low
But I am too afraid to ask you to live low
Forgive me baby,forive me being away,far away
But most of all baby,forgive me for staying far away

For the poor souls out there...
For the broken heart's with inside..
You love proves you humans so don't fear..
You are better than most who thought of suicide ..
I tell you goodnight,good morning depending on you side  
And I apologize If I ever hurt you,I didn't meant that dear..
This is my last message ,read it,I hope its clear
I loved you.I love you and will always love you..only you dear

Let's drop everything dear..
Lets just be honest,lets drop our dear
I love you,you love me that's so **** clear
SO;lets drop everything and lets be near
I did you wrong and its my fault..Forgive me ?
IF you don't.lets just talk,and with time you may forgive me
And if time passed and you still didn't...Your lost cause
I'll stick to you till you do,and only then,I will stick to you mroe dear

Hey you.lets play a game
Its called the heart's puzzle game
Its very simple .very easy to play
You just have to collect the pieces of the heart to wine the game
Don't you worry dear,use my heart..lets start the game
ow,forget to tell you:my heart's pieces will never fill the frame
To million pieces you broke it and since then,no one ever
finished the game

I did it..I broke up with you
You did it ,you accepted that
So,if you think about it .. didn't wrong you
You also chose to move on and to forget
I did it dear.I said the most nasty words to you
And Karma paid me back..I accept,I deserve what I get
I did it dear,I force you to leave
But you did it dear..you accepted to leave
So,Your heart isn't the only one broken
So tell me :Is it me,or is you who's mistaken

Every freaking minute I think of you
And whenever I see a girl, I see a part of you
**** it girl,why don you get it ..
i always dream of you
I always think of you
It just means:I always want you
I saw today an animation show
It has animals characters that always blow
But these are not you..
The you is a girl,not black or white
That girls is a bit boyish,and that's a part of you...
**** the words that  never serve me
Or get lost when I try to talk about you and me
I want you girl,isn't the obvious...

You kept dreaming of me,for years and years
And at the moment you had me,you dropped my tears
And when then you lost me,you begged for years
Wot make me sure that when u again have me,u wont drop my tears
Help me understand,how this logic works
Let me get it in my head,how this love works
Or better yet,help me to help you,so you can get lost
You had me once,but never again

It is fun talking to you...
especially that We are not talking at all
It feels  **** good  being with you...
Ow,wait,that's just in my head ..
Ok,what do you want..
I am being real serious out here
Just point to it,very simple

SOrry to bother you again,
It wont happen again
I just thought I can have you again
I can hug you over and over again
But i guess Its just lonesome talking ehre
Thinking I ll have you near
But in fact its stupidity dear
I love you,thats to me is so clear
U dont love me anymore,I get it


peace

I am out of here...
I thought i can fight for you...but
Nothing is clear...
Is this is really you
Sorry but I am full of  doubt and fear...
I guess I am still young and stupid..
To talk to a stranger and feeling you near...
Well.Sorry for being this scared and stupid
**** **** ****

Goodbye no need to talk
Goodbye and that's for sure
I have no chance ..
i wil ldo anything to have you back
but if that's only you want me back
But I guess we are lost...I am plz be sure

Well,its too bad that you chose not to forgive
I am sorry but I have nothing now to give
Goodbye I guess and wish you a happy life
I life where i will be there
****,I don;t know what to right...
I just lost you I guess

I've done it wrong..Its my **** fault
I've done the worst there is to be done
I've made my bed and cried while sleeping
Just tell me ..or hint for me
even wink something to me to do
And I will do it.better ,faster and that is all
For you
I am wrong and I admit it
Its my fault and I'll say it
Just take a moment
and think if our love can be saved again ..just think of it

If you ever read this.and at the moment you will be reading it.
I will be missing you like hell.and even when I am writing it .
I Don't want be this strait but something inside wanting me to finish it.
I miss you and that it IT
If you ever are with me :
I'll never let you be:
Alone or thinking of:
being sad or crying for:
Being lonely because...I miss you
All this Just IF

I am living a very weird life,I've done some serious ****,and I've lost some **** good friends.-You dear,if you ever read this:I ******* miss you so ******* much -You have no **** right to judge me or judge what I did when I've done it.-its right I got separated from society,I forgot all my friends.I've cheated.Kept too much secrets till it blow up on my face-. I just want one **** thing.That life goes back to when i was a child,When  money meant nothing.school meant trouble and she meant everything to me.
I miss you and ***** the rhythm.