they tell me
i saved a life
once

it felt like surgery
self-inflicted

the incision widened
day-by-day

my reluctant hand
reached in

i cut my heart out
to save a soul

and here i sit

grieving

all the pretty

lives lost

If we could hold the sun
within the palms of our hands,
would we at last feel warm?
Would the ice that formed
within my aorta melt?
Or maybe
it would all evaporate
and we would die,
feeling warm for once in our lives.

I live, I breathe
I laugh everyday
but I cry each night
with the hope to return
to the almighty God
and I wake up each morning
with the realization that
I have no capability to see
my beloved mum, dad
and my kind brother
and I walk around
seeing the sun and the moon
switch places as always
with the fear at some point
the people whom I love
so very much stop inhaling
the air forever, again

I want a glass of
Wine
That
Is
Not
Bitter but tastes like sweet grapes.

I want a glass of
Time
Where I can spill
Out
My lyrics like wine
And have peace
In a poetic
Place.

The sounds of those clear mountain waters
rushing down the hill
over the rocks
blessing...everything
until finally they find their way home.

Only then.
after that sleigh ride of Delight,
Those easy joyful rapids
of tumbling Grace
and fluid silver parting

Only then,
do the cool waters of giving
speak their Blessing

Pergamon, Ride of Ecstasy
Scribes Authorship upon the Rock
NOW Promises of Life..
far beyond ten

Stillness.
Entrance into the Gateway of Eterenity
Named  Free Evaporation of the Soul.

Stolen Innocence,
Lifted
into the Great Revealing of Purity

Silver Light of Heaven
untouched by anything.
Reflection..
Moonlight Upon the Water

Chains of Gold are Glory.
Yes Paul, they are..

What of the silver links......  
are they the Pearls of a Great Price?
or the Mala of Mankind?

Witnessing of Heaven
Gods Gifts...
Forgiveness...Abundance....Deficit.... Harvest,
.....Living
Held together, by the hands of Prayer

A Secret Passageway,
the silver link of Christ.
Arch Opening
to the  mystery of the Cross.

Enter into My kingdom
and you shall know the Way

Peace.