I'm emotionless
Yet full of hate
But I don't really care
I'm heartless
Cause I've never known love
And it's not really fair
I'm expendable
Yet I have some value
Cause I lay my lies bare
I'm worthless, stupid
And I've never found the truth
If only I could remember where
Then my life may have some use

Until then...
I guess I deserve the abuse

If I could tell you
theories
illusions
visions
of love stories

if you were never a
fake
reckless
*****
the future would have been glorious

if I were to look at you i would see
a wounded soul
a seared heart
regrets and malice
pain,pain and pain

if you're a star then
refuse to be broken
refuse to be shaken
refuse to just exist and start living

His arms were wrapped around me
And I knew that I was finally free
He had the eyes that made me see
What happiness could ever be

Under the stars, we were dancing
For our love began overflowing
My heart made him my king
As I was looking for the ring

In the fresh dawn, I rose
Looking for him after a doze
I lost him; I suppose
Then my heart abruptly froze

I still did wait
I had the faith
For this love was built by fate
Even if he would return too late

I let your life take control of
my actions and thoughts
because you were all I could
think about

the drugs you made me
consume were making me
not the same me that
I really wanted to be

every time you kissed me
it was like poison being
injected inside of me
and I was addicted

the words you spoke
made me feel like
I was something

but now im nothing
and you are my everything.