Every **** time I see you in the hall way, you have the most handsome smile on your face.
I try not to look at you for long
but i can never help myself.
I miss the way your hands touch my body.
I crave the feeling of your lips touching mine.
I long for the day our skin touches
and we are one again.
What did I do wrong to loose you

My head
Trying to ****
While standing
On the edge of silence.

It's almost midnight.
It's cold and dark here.
I wanna go home.
They won't let me leave.
Will you help me or even save me?
Please..
People here are really mean.
They keep telling me, I'm not pretty, and fat.
Is that true?
Am I really fat and ugly?
I met this girl today!
Her name is Ana.
She's really beautiful, and super skinny.
She's all bones.
I wanna be like her.
She told me she'll help me become like her!
Her tip is Just don't eat.
I never knew it could be this easy!
COUPLE WEEKS GO BY
I've already lost 30lbs!
But Ana says that's not, enough...
Help me.
I wanna go home..
I wanna eat, I'm so hungry...
She won't let me eat..
Help me!!!!
{a.t.b}

A poison that makes all your pain go away, but only for a while.
A legal substance that has the most dangers too..
Something so easy to get a hold of..
So many deaths.
So many alcoholics..
So many kids without parents due to this evil poison..
This evil poison..
Makes everyone a monster who consumes...
A poison that just makes this world worse.
{a.t.b}

It's 3 a.m, she's wide awake,
Everyone else is dead asleep.
In tears,
She tries to find someone to talk to.
None of her friends care..
The guy she likes isn't answering.
There's no one left.
So she sits in her room,
Drowning in her own tears.
She finds herself with a bottle of pills,
Takes one, two, four, twenty, fourty-seven, eighty-six..
In the morning everyone checks their phones,
She said good-bye to everyone over text,
But left a note for the only one who helped her.
No one could figure out why she took her life..
But the one who always helped her knew why.
{a.t.b}

She scars on her body,
scars on her heart.
They bleed for him,
But he was too blind to see.
While he picked the **** over her,
He breaks her even more.
Her love for him was rejected,
By his ignorance.
While she sits in her room heartbroken,
He's out partying with ****.
She's planning suicide,
He's  doing drugs and having a good time.
She swollows a bottle of pills,
While he sniffs a line of coke.
She's slowly dying,
He's  slowly feeling alive.
She's dead the next morning.
He went to school and find out about her suicide,
He  was starting to wishes was there for her last night but he was too stupid getting high
They found her note the day before her funeral,
She told him that she love him.
At her funeral, everyone came.
People who were never there for her, acted like they were.
Later on he realized his feelings for her,
You loved her.
But it's too late.
He now has scars on his heart too.
{~A.T.B~}