U have to become emotionless and savage to survive in this world so much evil loss pain and death

My hours spent with you feel like minutes.
All my wrongs seem to become rights.
Your voice is like that beautiful melody unheard by the world,
personalized for my ears.
You touched my heart before you touched my lips.
You entered my mind before you opened other precious doors.
And that's why I'm still deeply in love with you....
And I fall in love with every essence of your being, the more I exist....

And when death comes my way.
I want to feel every breath.
I want to remember every second spent with you.
I want to hear your heartbeat as mine begins to stop.
I want to comfort you and tell you that I'm alright, even though I'm not.
I want to hear your voice for the last time.
I want to see your face before my eyes.
I want to meet your soul and mind for the last time.
I want to tell you I love you on my deathbed.
And I want to hear you say "I love you too" before I close my eyes.
For the last time.

I have too many tears
Due to your unspoken words
Tears I dont know if you deserve
Why?

I never thought I'd matter
To anyone

Until you
Came along

And changed my perspective
Of the universe

You made me feel
Like I matter

And I'm grateful
For you.

I have a mind like ocean waves. Shifting always, too violent or too gentle, burning like salt water. Come too close and I worry that I will swallow you.

                                 ~ Zoë Lianne, Black and White