Let's get lost in the wild
With butterflies and fireflies,
Escape this mundane society,
To Join flowers and obscurity.

I am lost
in the mirage of emotions
And I am
                 drowning,
                                     drowning,
                                                         drowning.

Lusting lies
Soulful cries
It was not in the book
I made it up in my mind

I have this tiny little secret
That I keep inside of me
Tucked and locked away
With no access to the key

Is this selfish of me?
To keep it hidden from the world
But I didn't want them to know
That my secret was destroying me overall

My mind was numb
My body needed a release
I was frustrated overall
With no clue how to please

I wanted to let it out
Scream with all my might
But my brain kept saying
"Just keep it one more night"

How do I survive this?
How do I fight
Maybe I should just let it go
Loose myself in blinding light.

The wind is whirling around
But I am bound,
With no-one around,

The air is
trying to suffocate me
making me dizzy

Still I am searching
for air
to breathe.