Is this then reality
Or is this just fatality
All is just a giant lie
Then again, just why
Just why would life be
Anything else then all we see
Anything less then what we want
Don’t say simply that  you cant
Life is yours and you are all
All but ready now to fall

I wont share this, not today
Maybe tomorrow, I now say
But tomorrow wont come here
Falling and forgetting in time is what I fear
I fear to become the thing I want
The thing I want but simply cant
I want to live a successful life
But going towards it feels like a knife
Because to truly write from heart
It is no science it is art

Why can’t I just live with less
All these thoughts that I suppress
No time to really think at all
can’t wait to fly because ill fall
never have I been so lone
In this song I’m out of tone
In a different state of mind
Where I hopefully will find
The answers that are not a mess
Just so I can live with less

All this is is another line,
All I have is another fine.
I don’t want this, not anymore,
My mind is tired my body sore.
all alone in bed I'll lay.
So  I don’t want my fate today,
It has dealt me a bad hand,
It has screamed to me I cant.
I can't exist and I won't live here,
I will need pills, **** and beer.
I will have the need to this sedation,
for I am gods worthless creation.

One word for you is a mark for me,
You think words is all they’ll be.
All those words turn into thought,
A thought that really is what brought.
Brought me to this final place,
Got rid of all the actual grace.
Made me into all that’s vile,
made me accept this final mile.
Pushed me all the way to here,
Made everything else just disappear.

All I want to truly be
Is I want to be the me
The me that can be we
The me that can just truly see
see this life comes with a fee
With a fee of losing me