-                         We write poetry
When our hearts are shattering
Into a thousand
                   Tiny
Pieces

I prey on this depression.
Twisted thoughts in my head
Drowning in my emotions
I want out.
I want to let go of these feelings.
Lock them up and throw away the key.
My mind can’t take it anymore.
Am I going crazy?
I search for pain.
I almost crave it.
My demons are my only friends.
Maybe this is why these feelings won’t go away.
The darkness brings me peace.
No one around.
No one to disappoint.
Just me.
I let the darkness take over years ago.
The demons took over a once happy and bright woman.
Now I’m twisted and dark.
All I see is pain.
This pain... it is a sickness.

I can't remember the last time
We kissed
But I can still feel
The weight of your lips against mine

I can't remember the last time
I said I love you
But I can still feel
The words rolling off my tongue

I can't remeber the last time
You held me in your arms
But I can still feel
Your warmth around me

I find myself thinking of you
When I know I shouldn't be

Will there ever be a day
When you aren't always in the
Back of my mind?

I've been thinking about
The characteristics of
Life and Death

Life has a pair of sad grey eyes,
Death's shoulders are littered with freckles,
Life has a beautiful smile
Death has bruised arms,

And they both have a beaten and broken heart.

The rain
    Calm my
        Mind
           But the
               Wind wreaks
                   Havoc on
                       My body