MissingKid

Dec 2018

Karliah

Zombie days

I miss that raw feeling,
Of being alive,

For now,
I zombie through life.

#tired

Dec 2018

maddy

fleeing feelings, return

darling don't you love me
like I love you

scared of the strength in my feelings
and nowhere to run to

thinking of you with intensity
a strength that I can't understand

as I fear for my feelings
you readily take my hand

you jump with me so far
down into this void

a void that seems empty
but is really filled with joy

maybe it's less of a void
and more of a pit

but because I jumped with you
I hope I never get out of it

<3

#love #boyfriend #relationship

Dec 2018

Amanda Francis

Darkness

I feel it welling up again.
Like a darkness that lurks outside tightly closed eyes.
My hands cover my ears, but my hammering heart destroys the deafening silence.

Beat. Beat. Beat .

Anatomical. Like clock work.
No doubt that I'll survive.
But will I live while I still have time?
My mind feels like no friend if mine.

#ptsd #anxiety #depression #bad #day

Dec 2018

the black rose

*

i want your arms on my body
wrapped tight
close knit.
i want to feel you inside me
so deep
perfect fit.
allow your tongue to explore me
as my lips keep you company
all of my fears have erased
i want to feel you on top of me.

#lashwrites

Dec 2018

Sxdboiii is just a label

Us #2

He came to me
and pulled up his sleeve
and handed me a knife
with tears in his eyes
saying “Cut me..”

I looked at
him confused

He said through tears
“I can’t stand to see you
hurting yourself so
if you need to cut
something ..cut me”

And in that moment
I broke into tears
and hugged him
and never let go

Because true love is when you don’t care if you have to be in pain as long as the one you love is happy.

❤️Last thing I do❤️

Dec 2018

Sxdboiii is just a label

The hardest thing

The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do?
It wasn’t you.. letting you go, that was difficult though, to swallow my pride and wear a smile to hide the fact I’m not okay..

Oh no, the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do?
Was finally admit to myself the truth..

It was admitting that you were never mine to begin with..