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Don't just judge me
that's not enough
I used to be scared
I used to be worried
now I embrace it
I own my beliefs
no matter how wrong
they aren't yours
so why do you care?
I don't judge you
for your beliefs
and you pay me in hate
because I believe
that murderers can be reformed
*** offenders redeemed
people are the same
but only in blood and bone
so call me what you will
"Villain"
"Sociopath"
"Evil"
judge me I dare you
I welcome it
because while your wasting
all of your breath
with the words you spout
I'll still be breathing
not through my mouth
but directly through my heart
don't threaten my belief
I have no quarrel
killing you for it
I will defend myself
with every last breath
and every last drop
and you'll fall first
because endurance in self
is what will rise to the top
I read a poem 9-30-25 about how someone didn't belong because of their beliefs and that they felt judged. this is my take on the subject obviously in rhythm and rhyme.
I mean this poem with absolute respect for anybody who reads it, I do not intend to challenge their beliefs but rather give them advice, rather than tell others how it is remind yourself that we are our own person and to let nothing, nobody, nowhere ever change such a sacred thing.
Let hate become a feather
- Light as air
In the midst of the storm
- Let it fly away
So that if you look for it
You will not find it there
- Let hate become
Light as air and float away
I'm a volatile
Gas,
Exploding
At the most
Inopportune
Times.

Unpredictable
Outbursts that show
There's a little me
Left inside,
Angry
But there.
  1d C J MILLER
Reece
The sun was always brighter,
The sky, an endless tapestry,
The world’s hidden beauties,
Amplified in her dreams.

The crunch of fall under her feet,
As she jumped into a pile of leaves.
In a moment, the world was covered in snow, and she,
Smiled blissfully.
Springtime flowers bloomed,
The world covered in hues,
She saw good ol’ Mother Goose,
From the nursery rhymes she recalled when she was two.
She felt free,
In her dreams.

Adventure called from all around,
Knight’s boots clanking on the ground,
An ever-changing battleground,
Filled with overwhelming sounds.
Sometimes, the duels were in space,
Others, it was just a simple race.
Occasionally, she’d lose just for fun.
What does it hurt to mix it up?
After all, she was the god of her own world,
In her dreams.

The worlds she created,
Almost seemed real.
But dreams, consistently,
Have the same fictitious security,
That can distinguish whether it's fake.
She remembered when she was younger,
And she longed for endless dreams.
She wanted them to cross over,
An ambitious endeavor,
Now she longed to see the real sun.

In her dreams,
She’d wake up.
No more sleeping blissfully,
She needed to see the world again.
Look her mom in the eye,
And apologize for the accident.
If she were still alive,
She’d pray she hadn’t perished yet.

Her mother dreamed,
That her daughter awoke.
So, she drove to the hospital,
And watched as her heart broke.
She remained,
Comatose,
Her brain unstable,
And her heart rate growing low.
All because of teenage love,
Kissing blissfully and driving drunk,
Leading, inevitably to pain and suffering,
To all parties.
The man she was with,
Was already dead,
She’d be lucky,
If she lived.
She feared,
About all she’d miss.

How she found herself longing for the mundane,
If it meant she would receive one more day.
She’d never touch a bottle again,
And she’d leave her toxic friends.
How she wanted to brush her teeth,
The simple notion inviting reprieve.
Her mother’s pancakes were divine,
She wanted to devour them one last time.
She couldn’t believe she’d been so foolish,
To throw it all away.
She’d make sure to be more careful,
Till her final days.

Life seemed to be a blissful reality,
One that she’d trade anything to see,
All of its intricacies,
She wished she could take back everything,
In her dreams.
A darker poem, but one I've written for a competition. Tell me what you think!
P.S. Thanks for the support as of late! :)
  1d C J MILLER
Flower
I’m out of place
I’m out of place
I’m out of place
I don’t belong
I don’t belong
I don’t belong
They judge me
They judge me
They judge me

I don’t belong.

I sit while they rise to receive communion
I rest with my sins as they consume His Body and Blood
There is truly no hate like Christian Love

My teacher makes me stand
And I’m forced to explain
As I’ve been forced to explain
Since I was 11

I’m out of place
I’m out of place
I’m out of place
I don’t belong
I don’t belong
I don’t belong
Do they judge me?
Do they judge me?
Do they judge me?

I can’t see why not.

I recite my prayers
In English and Latin and Spanish
And lie
And lie
And lie

I am a monster
Among these saints
I feel so guilty
I don’t share their faith

I’m out of place
I’m out of place
I’m out of place
I don’t belong
I don’t belong
I don’t belong
I hope they judge me
I hope they judge me
I hope they judge me

I don’t belong.
I attend Catholic School despite coming from a non-religious family.
  Sep 18 C J MILLER
girlinflames
I accept it.
You’re doing everything
to dim my image,
to rise above,
to play the victim,
to show the world
how much you suffered,
how cruel I must have been.

As if I, too,
hadn’t wept,
hadn’t begged,
hadn’t broken
and rebuilt myself
just to make us work—
two puzzle pieces
that never truly fit.

It seems you need this
more than I do.
Some people must turn you
into the villain
so they can crown themselves
the hero of their own lives.

So I accept it.
I will be
the villain of our story.
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