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52 · Apr 2020
Filthy
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
Explicit

It starts with a kiss
and heartbeats are raised
I feel your grip
I spit passionate praise
You claw at my flesh
As I tear at your clothes
With back-alley *******
That no one can know
In dark empty places
That nobody goes
Smash lips into mine
As I grip at your hips
Our rhythm in time
As your fingers strip
Animalistic inflamed
You beg for this one
Our passion's untamed
And we've only begun
I wanted to try my hand at a **** poem and wanted it to have a simple, fast rhyme scheme with incomplete thoughts and vivid, almost violent imagery.  Reminds me a lot of...  well... you know ;)
52 · Apr 2020
Patriot
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
Free,
     Flying,
          Floating,
                 Flags,
                      Folded,
                            Following,
                                    Funeral,
                                            Rites.
51 · Mar 2020
Exceptional (10w)
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
There is no exception
to being exceptional
based on perception
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
I am standing here
At the corner of 'no' and 'where'
Go find another corner, you!
Because this is my corner
And my corner, I won't share
51 · Apr 2020
Untitled Symphony #2
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
What once was home-
is now a house

An empty closet-
where hung your blouse

What once was kingdom-
lies barren field

An open truth-
is now concealed

What once was friendship-
lies aching heart

Where stood the whole-
now dies in parts

I held a play-
that you debuted in

Where stood a man-
is now barren ruins
This is second of my Symphony series that chronicles the pervasive, contemptuous, and often hard to understand relationships that make up our lives.
51 · Apr 2020
The Crown
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
A King may
stand above all
but that doesn't mean
he may not
stand alone
51 · Mar 2020
Firestorm
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Do you-
Ever feel the wind
Swirling
Vermillion flames
Dance like ballerinas
Amidst the smoke and charcoal ashes

Do you-
Project your wrath
As you approach
With terminal velocity
Like soft heads
In catastrophic steel car crashes

And do you-
Feel it boil
Building steam
Like slick sweat
On calloused hands
Made for dealing leather lashes

Do you-
Realize
You are a firestorm?
Take time and think of your actions.  Sometimes the smallest cruelty against another leads to darkest days in their lives.
51 · Feb 2020
I MAKE MONSTERS
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
I make monsters in my basement
Horrific to behold
Titanic in their tyranny
With guns pointed at my foes

Monsters I tell you!
My chainsaw bladed army of the night
I will destroy your lands
Your destruction, my delight

Winged freaks with jutting fangs
Multi-colored ravenous dogs
Attaching to each other for greater strength
CRASH!

"Jesus Christ, Michael!" My mother shouts
As she gingerly removes the lego from her foot
"Get your *** upstairs for dinner!"

See you later, my monster friends
But rest assured I will come back
I think it's time for nation-building
And to create castles to attack
I truly love being able to build a poem with a child-like sense of wonder and intersperse elements of my life into it.  And yes, this is a true story.  I don't think I've seen my mother look so ****** before.
50 · Apr 2020
Washington
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
The flesh, corrupted
He said
We must remove the arm
And pray
The rot doesn't go to the bone
Just my take on what I see every day in Washington, D.C.
50 · Apr 2020
The Lighthouse
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
Oh, in a faraway land
It stands, of deepest black
The great lighthouse
Judging us, weighing us
As we're measured
And found to lack

No seams of stone
Nor hollow sound
Nor doorway made for us
A midnight fortress
Set to sunny skies
As landscape turns to rust

It's ghostly light
Brings naught,
Absent of illumination
And so it's stood
As quiet sentinel
Passed down from crumbling nations

Devoid of any human sound
Quiet as graves
And cold as ice
No one dares touch
It's absolute surface
For fear of its dark price

For all of eternity
It has stood
And watched you on your journey
From rage to joy
And love and loss
The lighthouse observes your yearning
50 · Feb 2020
O, on summer's knoll
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
It was on summer's knoll that I found you
Gentle soft skin and quirky quick smiles
My breath was taken and I knew
One day I would take you from sun-soaked isle

And in forest wreathed of vibrant autumn
I laid with you amongst the leaves
Quick, flirting laughter as we lost our decorum
We were rapt in love and stories that it weaves

And on winter's doorstep, I finally found you
Tear-soaked cheeks and hurtful accusations
You swore, "twas no love" that bound true
Two souls, one heart, now empty formations

I sat alone in windswept meadows of spring
Yet to thaw from arctic winter winds
My prayers as of yet unheard for better tidings
For I am here, beckoned to summer knoll
As spring ends and summer finds me
50 · Apr 2020
Garden Grove
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
In a garden grove
I buried you there

Sweet                  
Honeyed       
Scents

Floating through
Teary-eyed haze

Hot                      
Summer       
Sun

The time ticks on
Without meaning
You never
Took root
50 · Mar 2020
Poetry. I love
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I love Poetry, in all of its forms
Though I never wrote a sestina
Have trouble with limericks
And never mastered the haiku
I still love Poetry
And if you write it, I probably love you too.
It's dumb, but I am feeling a little sentimental and jotted down some thoughts.  I have slowed down on editing my previous work, but should probably get back to it and uploading it.  Much love HP and keep writing your joyful sonnets and sorrowful monologues.  They're all great!
50 · Mar 2020
Hippocampal
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Everyone speaks with their heart
Leaving logic behind
But logic has a role to play
So keep your heart and brain
Working in harmony
50 · Feb 2020
Life (10w)
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
No matter the wish
You will reap
Crops you sew
50 · Mar 2020
Lights and Fire
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Where there is fire, there will be light
And pleasure; pain
And loss; anguish
Power and cruelty
Life and joy
Beliefs and extremists
Humans and injustice
Community and friendship
Where there is fire, there will be light
Pray dear friend, that when you search for light
You do not find fire
Just a light monologue about the disposition of humanity and society
49 · Mar 2020
Simple (10w)
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Simply put,
Live the golden rule
And just be kind
48 · Feb 2020
I wish I was sorry
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
I'm sorry to say I love you
I know this alters our dynamic
You thought I was a good friend
But I am a fiend, pining for you
I wish I was truly sorry
But I'm not
And I love you
48 · Apr 2020
Where once stood a school
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
Classrooms of emptiness
Remember her linen dress
Iron-on patched backpack
Math class with no slack

Crumbling walls
As we ghostwalk the halls
The place we had lunch
With our wild bunch

Trash littered parking lots
Weeds rule football plots
Wind whistled window frames
Dreams we'd achieve fame

A culture of bullying
With behind bleacher ***-beatings
They might all be gone
But scars are carried along

A tomb of lost memories
Waxed floors on our hands and knees
Now just empty dirt
The school may be gone
But never the hurt
Never the hurt
Sometimes as we get older we forget about the everyday awful things that happened to us in high school and how much of our lives were defined there.  I wrote this poem as a tribute to those high school memories that we all have or are making presently
48 · Apr 2020
Swallow
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
Swallow the seeds of hatred
and bloom
into
something horrific

Swallow the wine of fools
and get drunk
on
your stupidity

Swallow the meat of madness
and be
forever
unfulfilled

Swallow another breath of ill intent
and don't be surprised
when I, with glee
watch you choke
47 · Feb 2020
speak my name
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
speak my name and I come to you
be it day or night, I'll run to you
you say my name and I am captured
whisper those two syllables enraptured

you shout my name and bring me grief
you growl my name through gritted teeth
spit my name out on the cluttered floor
she swears she'll speak my name no more

say my name, I still exist
I back away from your clenched fist
please, oh please don't close your mouth
her silence shoves me out the house

I miss my name upon your lips, the way my hands felt on your hips
the way you uttered it in glee, my name no longer your soliloquy

I still say yours more than I should
if I could stop it, then I would
your name bursts forth through muffled cries
but my names forever lost under our lies
So I wanted to share this poem.  It was originally written in 2002 following a pretty bad break-up I had in college.  It's got a juvenile rhyme scheme with generally poor poetry habits, but I still wanted to share this.  I hope you guys like bad poetry hahaha.
46 · Apr 2020
Prayer
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
I pray for the front lines
I pray for a rain
My prayer's for this tough time
Let's wash terror away

I pray for the workers
I pray for the sick
Let's move research further
Let's find answers quick

I pray for the house-bound
And for families more
Now say a prayer for me
As I leave my front door
Be safe everyone who has to leave their house and provide for themselves and their families.  Please be smart and stay home if you can.
46 · Mar 2020
down the rabbit hole
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
One will make you smaller, the other make you big
One will make you happy, the other make you sad
So take your pills, Darling
Eat, drink, and be merry
Before you end up crashing
We all crash in the end

We could all be 10/6ths worth of humanity
If we weren't buried in being 1/2
of a person

And I wish that I could get high
And float like butterfly wings
Fly through heavy jungle
As I crack through my cacoon
After every imagined insult

Don't you see, we're down the rabbit hole

There are monsters lurking
In hedge mazes made for you
Don't be afraid to walk through it
If you don't, you'll be late
We're always in a state of late

While you watch for monsters
You may not even notice
My disenfranchised smile
And feline eyes burning in the night
As you cry
"Off with his head"

We're down the rabbit hole, baby
45 · Apr 2020
Poetry: an Arsenal
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
We, poets, write the words
of the heart's deepest desires;
from love and loss,
our darkest corners,
or lighting social fires

We, poets, create armies
with the power of our verse
our words are legion
for they are many,
armed against the worst

We, poets, are an arsenal
of life experiences and pain
young or old,
brave and bold,
truth spilling on the page

We, poets, are a cataclysm
fighting through soft ignorance
bringing an end
to hollow hatreds
and sad indifference

We, poets, write swords in ink,
write shields in lead,
paint hope in rhymes,
and love with words,
creating to the end

We, poets, practice art of war
with every piece we write
gather words of wisdom
for we poets will not go
quietly into the long goodnight
I gave up on poetry for a long time.  I loved it as a child and when I joined the Army, it wasn't cool.  I received harsh criticism from my peers that I was just wasting my time.  One of the proudest moments of my life was having a poem published at the age of 10.  I will continue to write and write about the hard lessons I've learned.  I'll write about every injustice I see and the failings of the human spirit that have affected me.  Please, don't give up on your craft.  Write the words you feel at the moment and share your love, and pain, and life, and sorrows with us.  And never turn your back on a fellow artist.  Love you guys!
44 · Mar 2020
Conundrum
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
If only you could have been impressed with me
Then I wouldn't have been depressed with you
44 · Mar 2020
Heartsick
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I never knew
how much
it would hurt.

I wish
that I knew
before the first.

It would
have helped
to know.

Before
this road
I chose.

My tongue,
my blood
feels thick

Symptoms
that I'm feeling
heartsick.
44 · Mar 2020
The Empty Oyster
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I see that look in your eyes
But your hands hang at your sides
I step forward just a little
And you inch away
I was respectful and scared
You tilted your head a little
But never moved forward
I touched your shoulder awkwardly,
Lost my nerve, and walked away

Years later we would meet
With coffee in our hands
On busy Washington streets
Our conversation warm as summer
Sunning my heart
Like a lizard on a rock
You asked me, "Why?"
"Why didn't you kiss me that night?"
I shrugged and touched your shoulder
You go home to your three girls
And I return to my empty house
Sitting at my desk writing poems
My life a necklace missing pearls
We always have that "one that got away."  Sometimes we forget about the impact they have on our lives...  until we remember.
43 · Apr 2020
White Lace Desert
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
Slide
out of broken glass beer bottles
to greet the yellow sun
as we pack our van together.
Lurch
onto baking highways
as i inhale your salty sweat
and feed on all your essence.
Ignite
those feelings of passion
you echo drummed away
into our white lace desert.
Pale
against the glowing horizon
your bleached contrary
visage in moonlight.
Awash
in feelings that you hate
for making you wonder
if you took the wrong trip.
Wallow
in the evening breeze
that builds its spite
at all your battles lost.
Allow
yourself a chaser
of barley and rye
mixed with laudanum.
Yell
in fury as you're tangled
in our white lace desert
as you wasted away with me.
43 · Feb 2020
Self-fulfilled
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
She believed
As she lay in relief
That sedentary
Actions
Would overcome grief
As bereavement
reigns supreme
But still she
Lays asleep
It's always hard to get up after a moment of true loss.  Don't let life drag you down.
43 · Feb 2020
music
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
music is abound, it's all around, and it surrounds me
from 90's revolution, this absolution, it astounds me
heavy metal, sentimental, it does blare and it does pound me
classics of an older day, it's sweet complexity confounds me
twangy rifts, from country gifts, it's upbeat melody deftly hounds me
choir songs of the church, belting praises quite profoundly
and then the blues pick at my soul and leaving me spellbound, see?
music is abound, it does surround, is so unbound, in you and me
I just love music in all of its forms.  Nothing jogs my mood in the way I want like the sound of music.
43 · Apr 2020
[longest river]
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
We have ridden along this winding river
For decades in a long-forgotten life
As empty beer cans float along beside
Mending lines and sharpening knives

We never caught a single fish
As we float along at fate's design
We shared this sad excuse for a boat
With only each other to pass the time
A commentary on all of the lives that go unnoticed as we float through each and every day, thinking only of ourselves and immediate surroundings.  Sometimes the unremarkable is what makes life remarkable.
42 · Feb 2020
Dragon's Breath
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Rage
Unstoppable
Unfeeling
My breath takes life
Burns fields and kingdoms alike
Terror
Unfiltered
Unadulterated
This visage washes over
Scattering the strongest of warriors
Vanity
Unrelenting
Unresolved
I am pictured perfection
You measure against me, faltering
Elegance
Unerring
Uncompromising
You marvel beneath shadows
Cast upon by my wings

Ordinary
Underwhelming
Unsatisfying
My body, feeble human
But my mind breathes free
42 · Apr 2020
so few words...
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
I have listened to speeches
Peppered with hollow imagery
Filling so many hours
And yet with so few words and seconds
Her impact will echo with me
For all of my eternity
42 · Apr 2020
Playful
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
When you sleep,
I think of putting my finger,
in your nose.

Would you be mad?
Or...
happy that I was thinking of being playful
with you?
42 · Feb 2020
[Love. Full. Empty.]
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
My cup is full, it runneth over
You share with me, you promise
My cup is cool, the touch is pleasing
You seem hesitant, but feel honest
My cup now empty, savagely drained
You withdraw, promises spilling
Mine is a position of emptiness
Yours a promise, unfulfilling
41 · Apr 2020
Park Bench
Michael Stefan Apr 2020
He stayed
every day
on a park bench

He growled
spoke foul
pardon my French

His face
lines traced
a map of a hard life

The sickness
with quickness
took away his wife

And that war
it tore
his flesh and clothes

His child
never smiled
and powdered up his nose

Now he
can't see
past his own trench

He remains
tear-stained
on a park bench
41 · Mar 2020
Hollow Happy Verse
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I would pen you a love song
It's in my power, you know?
But today is not the day
The gray in my heart, it grows
And I write what I feel
Disingenuous isn't my style
No hollow happy verse
On makeshift paper to beguile

I want to write you a love song
It's not a line, but simple truth
But today the sadness aches
Like long ignored rotten tooth
And if I let my sadness fester
The pain will just grow worse
Today I write of tragedy
No ink for hollow happy verse
I think as poets we have all been there.  Sometimes you just have to write of the sadness we feel even if the world is waiting for you to smile.
41 · Mar 2020
Sovereign
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
Continue to exert your influence
And savagely gather your power
As you watch your kingdom shrink
Until you rule over fields of ash
And crumbling infrastructure
Share your ideas and wealth of experience
And watch your nation grow
41 · Feb 2020
Hold the Door
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
I was but a few paces back
Too many to be close
Too few to be far
I saw his eyes as he contemplated
One thought to let go
The other to hold wide
My distance outside realms of binary decision
He looked down, ashamed
As his hand slipped from hard edge
In the last second, he reached and grasped
And held the door open for me
We both looked away awkwardly
As I muttered, "Thanks"
He quietly replied, "No problem"
Everyone knows exactly what I'm talking about.  Not sure why this scenario inspired a poem, but I have been going non-stop for a few days.  I hope this makes you laugh a little and contemplate those awkward moments when a simple yes or no does not suffice.
41 · Feb 2020
were you to understand
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
The words are thick on my tongue
And fall forward like like drunken intentions
Piling at our feet like useless sand
Spilled from the hourglass of our lives
And spreading like dust around the room
Never reaching your ears
To be translated effectively
Into the message I wanted you to hear
I think you would have changed your mind
And understood the path I'd walked
But I am bound by the limits of words
Ethereal and insubstantial
And my human mastery of language
Is lacking
41 · Feb 2020
Simplicity
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Small ideas,
Spoken words gather,
One phrase grows,
And audience chants,
Change comes slowly,
Beliefs coalesce,
Your sentence, simplicity,
Brings avalanche
41 · Mar 2020
Roll Over!
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
explicit*
Roll over *******!
you're hot as an iron,
the surface of the sun
is cooled by your skin
and you stole
all the ******* blankets
this treachery is akin
to your lawnmower snoring
no truer transgression
or act of pure sin
is equal to your elbows
raining blow after blow
like we sleep on a twin!
...

...
Roll back over, please?
I'm cold as ice
your skin feels nice
and you're snoring helps me sleep
It's our flaws that I love
and pointed elbows and all
it's a love I'd like to keep
Those of you who have been in a serious relationship knows exactly what I'm talking about ;)
41 · Feb 2020
Stripped Bare
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Beneath your clothing lies your flesh
And it lied to me
And your flesh hides brittle bones
But they don't hide from me
Under armor of bones sits your heart
But in time I stripped your armor
Buried in your heart are sheltered feelings
But your feelings give no shelter
Your heart no longer beats
Your bones are sharp against me
And your flesh no longer yields
The fruit of love I planted there
You may cover up all your flaws
But you will always be stripped bare
40 · Mar 2020
Thunderstorm
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I saw you walking away

Lightning arced from your fists

Electric blue eyes

So I put my head down

And stayed the hell away
40 · Feb 2020
In series
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
Sun-soaked singles swinging sportively on seas
Made merrier by mariners making marked manifestations
Of feasts full and free, festive dressed in filigree
Not daring to dream deep deceits, dawning dull disguise
As winter waits to wage its war while
Blustery wind whips wildly, washing shores a-white
Another of my attempts at alliteration.  Hope you like it.
39 · Mar 2020
Vertigo
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
I stood atop your highest peaks
Satisfied in your expression
Of safety in all things
I stood by sheer cliffs
And knew that you would
Protect and hold me
But your omnipotence was failing
'
You claimed to see all
But you never saw me at all
You swore you heard everything
But never noticed me sobbing
Your smell was uncompromising
But never noticed the scent of salt
You boasted of infinite sight
But you never saw me

I perched on your highest peaks
My head in my hands
I knew it was over
But never wanted to believe
As your crystalline falsehoods
Began to shatter apart
I began to fear your heights
and fall
39 · Mar 2020
Oh so soft
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
You were soft
Soft to the touch
Smooth like glass
But warm
Like the heat
Of a bathroom
After a shower
You were sweet
Like crisp white wine
Your bubbles
Rushed to my head
I forget
Like I forgot last time
Brittle bones
Are always buried
Under soft dirt
Oh so soft
38 · Mar 2020
Mortal Sin
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
It is this life that weighs me down
Like rain-soaked cloak-
Pregnant and heavy

Would that we could shed life
Cast our sodden cloaks aside
And float free through eternity
Whilst not violating
That horrible mortal sin

And could we choose to return
When our soul is well-rested-
And we are prepared
To steel ourselves against
The cutting of great insult
Led to sanguine injury
And sorrow deeply felt

But, alas, we are meant to toil
In wet cloak bound in iron,
In boots of heavy stone,
Riddled by blasts of insult,
weighted like beast of burden

But take comfort in your drudgery
Do not entertain that mortal sin
For though I am not with you-
I shall hold your hand in spirit
We are kindred in our journey
So, I know that what is happening in the world right now is scary and showing us the darkest side of humanity.  I just want everyone to know that I appreciate your efforts and sacrifices.  I appreciate those who are treating the sick, those who are getting supplies to the needy, and those who continue to show up to work every day so you can pay your rent and put food on the table.  Keep doing what you are doing and we will make it through this.  And as always, keep writing and reading poetry.  Much love!
38 · Mar 2020
Short Stories
Michael Stefan Mar 2020
hold...
hold on...
hold on to...
hold onto me...
hold me onto you...
you hold me...  but you hold on...
          ...you held me, but I hold you...
hold my back...
we hold on, being back to back...
I hold on tight...  holding your back...
          you hold me...
          ...but I only held you back.
38 · Feb 2020
Zephyr (10w)
Michael Stefan Feb 2020
So quickly,
Your blade flew
Severing strings
To this world.
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