I would've loved it here
love the sky
and the dirt filled sidewalks

the glimmer of the city lights

I'd love these rough walls
if I had a different skin

I'd love the wind
if I had a different tongue

I'd love the clouds
and the strange cars passing by
after midnight

how the mountains close me in
I hold my breath

I'd love to live here
staring out to the the blinking red lights

I don't belong to myself
I belong to the lights shining on my face

I'd live here
if love existed within

my heart
spent years trying to find it

eating it away
falling into the same old street light
I would've loved it

if I was a different person

the moon doesn't love me
she says
she needs money
doesn't buy me flowers on sundays
gets angry and quiet
sleeps early
without a goodnight kiss

the moon doesn't love me anymore
her kisses are cold
she makes me feel like a chore
wakes up
no warm good morning

a lonely walk to nowhere
she's constantly phasing
Love isn't easy
I think she loves heartbreak