I am a magician!
Just watch me go,
I can make the tears disappear when you open the door.
I can hide my feelings,
You'll never find them,
****!!
The frown turns upside down.
I am an illusionist,
Caught in my own snares,
Only seeing my own tricks.
Sometimes I feel like I start to believe what I say and then at night I remember everything as it really is.