And all of a sudden, there was a rush of a feeling I haven't felt in a while

Being swept up from the caverns of my heart, pushing against my skin.

I am so obsessed with you,
I wanna smoke you right
down to the filter,
'til there's nothing left.

I refuse to delight in the things that bring me so much pain.
Though it seems to be the only consistency in this constant running scheme.
I go & it come.
I come & it stays.
You haunt my only made up fantasy of ecstasy.
If I can't delight in you, you refuse to delight in anything.
I'm so tired of you.

Just decide
who you're gonna be
how you're gonna do it
just decide
people can't do something themselves
they tell you, "you can't do it"
but you gotta Dream
you gotta protect it.
Nurture it
Build upon it
Its not the goal that will matter in the end, friends
what you become while striving for that goal
that's priceless
to be able to sacrifice what you are
to what you will become
that's *priceless

my skin
is to tired,
to bleed
my heart
is to broken,
to feel.