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Lilibet Jun 2021
A female Midas whose touch transforms into gold?
A Medusa who stare turns you to stone?
A sorceress who’s presence turns all to poison?
Or perhaps all three?
Only time will tell.
Lilibet Jul 2022
Rather than grabbing the proffered hand of help
To climb out of the deep dark hole
I have dug for myself,
Why oh why
Am I so determined
To drag him in with me instead?
Lilibet Feb 2023
"You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting -
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things."
This poem speaks strongly to me - I don’t need to be “good.” I just have to “be.”
Lilibet Aug 2020
Words
Shape us
Define us
Limit us, or
Expand us.
Words
Create our futures
And fulfils our destinies
Or our sorrows.
So choose carefully
Lilibet Feb 2021
Words once spoken
No matter be whispered
Can never be returned
For they fester in the ether like a bad smell
Even when tumbled out
And never meant
They wound and scar
So don’t waste time with misspent words
Listen first
Pause before expressing
Speak with intent
Lilibet Feb 2021
Words said in anger
Can sting and hurt
But words said in the cold light of day
Wound deep
And can never be forgotten
Lilibet Aug 2020
All my parallel lives and universes
Crashing together
In one hell of a bang
The rug’s being pulled right under my feet
Sinking
Submerging
Do I
Sink or
Swim?
Lilibet Dec 2020
You are
The glistening snowflake,
The valiant snowdrop,  
The fragrant cherry blossom,
The shimmering ocean, and
The abundant harvest,
I am there for you and you for me,
All year round
My sweet love.

You are
My ray of sunshine,
My shooting star,
My waxing moon,
My rainbow magic,
My inspiring muse, and
The meaning in my life,
I love you
With all my heart.

You are
The sunshine in my step,
The smile on my lips,
The twinkle in my eye,
The timbre in my voice,
The tenderness in my touch and
The passion in my kiss,
I’ll always love you
Forever
And a day.
I found the remnants of this old poem while sorting out some paperwork which surprised me as I didn’t know I’d attempted poetry before. I tidied it up so it flowed and sounded better but the draft wasn’t too bad for an initial foray into poetry.
Shame the love didn’t last forever either!
Lilibet Aug 2020
“You are lovely”
You tell me so,
But I don’t feel so
Lovely now.
A spell
Once broken,
Like a china cup
Smashed in a thousand pieces,
Can never be
Fully whole again

But then again
It’s the glaring imperfections
The deep wounds
That makes us lovable
And empowers us to dizzy heights
And make us
Who we are
And who we are destined
To be
Lilibet Sep 2020
I’m still here.
I’m still alive.
What happened,
Doesn’t change who I am.
I’ve been living in
My uncomfortable comfort zone
It’s just what I’m used to
Its familiar
But now I’m ready
To step outside
And to be an active participant
In my life
A protagonist
With all my passions and desires
And to live my life
With intent
And with
Love
Lilibet Aug 2020
You can ask
For something
Easily
Directly
Unconditionally
With no attachment to the answer
No control
On how they respond
As that is their prerogative
And choice

No more feelings of
Guilt
Shame
Unworthiness
Who am I to ask for help
Just a straightforward request
And a straightforward answer
Yes
Or
No
Lilibet Jul 2022
They say you can’t teach an old dog new tricks,
I’m beginning to agree,
Entrenched in my negative thoughts
And destructive patterns of behaviour,
I seem unable to change...
Lilibet Aug 2021
You only stayed because
God wanted you to,
Forcing you to stay
Against your will,
By choice you’d be gone,
You’d have run far away,
Because of who I am
And what I do
😢

But by the grace of God
You are still here
Still believing in me,
Still supporting me,
Still empowering me
Helping me unfurl my wings
And not just to fly,
But to soar.
🦅
Lilibet Nov 2020
It’s safe now
You’re home now
You can come out now
From behind the barbed wire
Of your troubled mind of turmoil and strife
With its venomous insults, fear and pain.
I invite you my beautiful vulnerable imperfect child
To come into the light
To experience the grace of God
To know all is well now
You are free now
You can laugh now
You can live now.
Surrender and
Give yourself
Fully
Completely
Wonderfully
To God
And know
You are loved
And accepted
Beyond all compare
You are safe now
You are home now
Lilibet Sep 2020
Zoning out
Reading a book
Watching iplayer
General chit chat with friends  
Taking mind off
Freeing up space
Allowing your soul to
Process
And file away
So can come back afresh
With clearer clarity
And understanding
And readiness to advance
Step by step
To the next stage  
Of the journey

— The End —