I know it seems
Like I'm a
Typical
****-up
Boring
Nerd,
But I'm not;
That's just
My facade for
The real me.

she tells me her secrets
I tell her mine

she wants me
she wants me

I'm not who she thinks I am

someone else
can love her better

wishing stars
afraid of heights

she's the perfect dream
I don't want to wake up now

I want her
but not like this

Why is life so complicated
Why is it so hard to love
Why am I such a waste of space in this world
Why do I exist
WHY

Because life isn't ment to be easy
Becasue then when you love, you love more
Because you're not
Because I need you
BECAUSE

lips aligned
eyes staring
gentle caress of my skin
tuck me in with your lies
for i dont want to sleep crying