Trials,tribulation,hurts,anguish.pain.
How do we live through these and stay sane?
Parents are suppose to supply us with weapons to fight,
but I had no such teaching,how do I make problems right?
I am going through so much and it is so hard.
Understand humanity-myself,like the Great Bard.
How to be the adult with all the solutions.
I want it to stop...need a resolution.

So I have to believe,take a leap of faith.
Not walk around like I am some kind of wraith.
Stop looking behind,straining forward.
Knowing someday.end of life,finally go homeward.
Dwell in the secret Place of the Most High,
Being shown that God will never lie.
His Word is a Lamp unto my feet,a Light unto my path.
God+His Word+Me equals perfect math.
Doing better than making it stop and their will be a resolution.
Therefore, I will have hope because it is God the Father who is my solution.

Believe...
I want to...
Believe.
I yearn to dream,without the nightmares.
I want to experience color in all it's depth.
I desire to fly,to escape,
to be free.
I want to love and be loved back with more than was given.
I hope to sleep to sleep in peace where my pain can't touch me.
I cry to the expanse of the starry heavens for hope,for hope to be my skin wrapping me from within.
I yearn,dream,want,desire,hope,and cry... to Believe.
I must take a leap of Faith,so I can...Believe.

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Sometimes with the Heart
Seldom with the Soul
Scarcer once with the Might
Few—love at all.