Laiba

Laiba Sep 2020

The box

The worthless girl
Trapped in the perfect box.
So here I am.
In my box
Not wanting to escpae

Laiba Sep 2020

The cut

The cut across my skin felt like a broken heart shattered across a million times.

Life is hard...
You just gotta do it.

Relapsed today. Feel like I have no worth

#self #harm #negative #depression #anxiety

Laiba Sep 2020

Head vs heart

My head
My heart
All says the one thing
Let it go enough is enough

#depression #anxiety #sucide

Laiba Sep 2020

No more

I sit in my room and I cry
They want me to say I am fine
I sit in my room and I cut
They want me to pretend I don't
I sit in my room and attempt sucide
They tell me its all for attention

Soon I won't be here to listen...

I cry nobody wants to know... life is ****

#suicide #depression #self #harm

Laiba Sep 2020

A day

There will be a day where I can look at him in the eye
And say
You are
Evil
You are a
Monster
You are not my dad anymore

I don't know how I feel towords the man who ruiend me and my families life

#bad #dads

Laiba Sep 2020

Happiness

Happiness hates me
I hate happiness
Any sort of happiness I get should go
So goodbye to the people who made me happy
You guys were amazing

One thing makes me happy and I let that to to

#mental #health #issues #sadness #vs #happiness

Laiba Sep 2020

Death: the pain of my mind

My desire is death
I will cancel any nesscerry plans to free up some space
That is me breathing
That's unesscrrry
Not needed

I feel so low and suicidal right now. I just Dont know what to do or what to say. I wanna stay strong but only works to aan extent this is the first step to letting it out let's see if a poem works

#suicide #depression #anxiety