I got a heart full of love
But a body made to sin
A complicated combination
That's breaking me within

I got a mind full of dreams
But my soul's scared of change
It's a deadly fusion
The cause of all my rage

If the words you spoke appeared on your skin would you still be beautiful?
If the thoughts you had were displayed on a screen
Would they still think you equitable?

For some she's a treasure, for others a curse
Some called her an angel, some said a demon
But those who dared to make a leap
And look into her soul so deep
They would find the truth that that scares
The truth that made the weak look away

That no faster could u figure her out
Than u could make her scream and shout
For the truth was this, they all were right
She was each of these things, with hidden light
Yes there were angelic traits
But in those parts the demons slept
And When they woke the whole world wept
Some for her soul, others for theirs
But No one truly saw her
No one saw the unshed tears

As I lay my head to rest
I pray to go God to give me strength
I pray that I can fall asleep
Before my mind makes me fall apart
These thoughts of you they keep me awake
I ponder what we put at stake

At stake we put our friendship
I blame you coz I doubt u really meant it
I doubt u meant it when u said u cared
Or the time u told me not to be scared

Cause if u meant it u would have showed it

Thank you Lord for all that u have given me
The countless times that you've forgiven me
At my darkest you were my light
You shined so bright and opened my eyes
At my weakest you were my strength
You helped me fight until the end
I sought you out and there you were
You picked me up when I went asunder

I get lost in my mind
Sometimes I fear i won't find a way out
The further I go, the darker it gets
And The colder it gets, the sweeter it seems

The ice in my heart it warms my soul
And the fire in yours, it soothes my pain

When did we lose our happiness?
Where did we all just drift apart?
How did our family turn to nothingness?
We used to play and laugh and dance
But now those times have turned to ash
And ash has turned to tears and fights
In this vortex it's only black
I can no longer see a light
I can no longer sleep at night