Rain, I adore
Pour in measure
Thrills of the
Umbrella strolls
Without one
Down comes
Pulsating, a drop.

The first showers
Always dear
Give fever
Escalating mercury
In the thermometer
Kindles body fire
When fever chills
At the pores
Friendship scorches
Unabated unable
To subside.

All the guests gone
A teardrop knocks
At the window pane
On the bed of blisters
The half-conscious
In delirium blabbers
'Rain rain'.

Splits open, the sky
Trembles the Earth
The silver ornament
At the waist slackens
In an ecstatic
Electric confluence.

The chest-close hugging
Mercy of the sky
The wind which
Carried you afar
The sunshine colours
And pretty curves
Of the rainbow
Not with you now
But give me
The earthly odour
Of your coming
Give me the greenery
Of the fresh spring
On the paths, you
Created new
Give me those
Fallen flowers
Of the muddy track.

Forget the sky, the pride
Penetrate my soil, the soul
My fever will be with you
Which carries my breath
The warmth of my body
From that will sprout
Panikkoorkka, the herb.

Is that all you got?
With all the strength in me,
Hitched breath, blurry vision
****** lips, wounded knuckles

Is that all you got?
Storming up the minds,
Like its yours to damage.
No love, no passion
No. Nothing. Zero. Nada.

Or pour water to flowers
And cut them bald next day?
You didnt get to see,
The bloom. The beauty.
Yet the flower hopes,
For you to see she blooms.

But yet again, you never wanted to.
Even if you used to.
The waves are drowning you,
Not half, but whole.
Who are you?

What do I have to
Do to love You
With all of my
Heart mind body
& Soul Immensely
Courageously

With love that doesn't know any fear, false missinterpretations.. Deeply
Liberated

you know I love you dearly
but I cause you so much pain
I cannot find true happiness
and you feel you are to blame
it seems so unjust
for me to make you feel this way
it's so hard to decide
whether I should leave or stay
staying is not wise
as faking happiness is exhausting
leaving's a bit worse
for your heartbreak I would be causing
so show me what to do
help me to be strong
lend a helping hand
give me your shoulder to cry on.
I need you