Ever since I first saw you I was hypnotized by your love.
It's as if your an angel that has fallen from above.
Your beautiful brown eyes quicken the beat of my heart.
I'd still feel so close to you if we where 3,000 miles apart.
You breathe new life into me.
You're all that I'd ever need.
I wish I could tell you all of these things,
But I'd die 'cause you're my everything.
I can picture us forever.
But we can never be together...
No matter what i do,
I'll always love you </3

We are the unholy.
We are the ******* sons of your media culture.
Our minds, eyes, and bodies where born of your exclusion.
An allusion you hide behind.
You don't love a god you love your comfort.
To you we are filth, we are *****, so be it.
We are ***** and unclean, a congregation of the unseen.
Together we will set this world on fire.
This is the new religion.
     AMEN!!!

For you id give up everything. u keep me floating instead of sinking. what have i done to deserve an angel like you. i'm nothing but a demon right on through. i don't deserve you or your heart, why must i be in so much confusion and distraught

Think of me
Like a handful of twigs
Frail and dying
Held together by
Knotted strings
Everything all tangled
Twisted and dysfunctional

Just a bunch of twigs
That's me
Not branches, strong
Not leaves, vibrant
Just a bunch of twigs
Snapping apart
Strings unsupporting

why?
why did I do it?
why did I start what I stopped?
why did I think of the things I shouldn't have thought?

so there I was,
blade in my hand,
getting ready to cut again

you ask me why?
why is it that out of everything,
the cutting is the thing I find?
I know its hard to hide,
but I don't mind

the pain is the thing I need
I feel the pain again as I bleed
I need something I can control
please don't call me a fool

I know I relapsed
but telling you was the only thing I could do

Hey you're more than pretty. You're gorgeous. You're eyes sparkle brighter than any star. Your smile beats the moon. Your hair is so much fun to play with. Remember not to starve, purge, cut, tear, stab, poke, burn, scratch. There's no need too. I don't need to see your face to know your beautiful. I don't care what the mirror says. You deserve to know the ugly truth. You will always be beautiful and there's nothing you can say or do to change that.