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423 · Apr 2015
Spray and Wash
JDK Apr 2015
"I KILLED IT!" she screamed,
then spilled her drink on my dreams.
Her dress, I mean.
It's what I meant to say.

"You know,
some bleach will clean that right away."
What a mess.
We must have fell three times that night.

I don't mind concrete so much,
so long as it's underfoot and not in my gut.

She sang that song all wrong,
but it's okay.
It felt right.
Now I'm just making stuff up.
423 · May 2014
Suicide Note
JDK May 2014
Life is a joke and death is the punchline.
Don't forget to laugh.
I guess I'll remember to next time.
This one's all ******.

Life's a ***** and then you die.
If you're lucky,
there may be some people who cared about you enough to cry.
Though it won't mean much when you're no longer alive.

Life is a riddle and death is the answer.
Who asked the question?
Who gives a ****?
The universe, god, and the laws of energy can all **** a ****.

**** being alive.
No, seriously,
**** It.
I'm sick of living.
I'm so done with it.
I'm just venting, really.
423 · Nov 2014
Prelude to a Slap
JDK Nov 2014
241 and I'm almost done.
Drink until the sun comes up.
Making room for two with one.
More is never quite enough.

Drain it down then get filled up.
I felt empty til you showed up.
Energized now,
I'll try my luck.

"Hey girl, do you wanna F*?"
!!!
423 · Jan 2014
Merry Christmas
JDK Jan 2014
I clearly saw your drinking problem laid out next to mine
'Tis the season
No big deal
It's fun, it's harmless, it's fine

But some part of it still makes me sad
There's something I still miss
When you told me how your mother was crying
And said, "I hate seeing you like this."

You really did have a one-tracked mind
To just keep drinking more
Who the hell am I to judge
We've all been there before

I was just so tired and sad
And maybe slightly bored
Sometimes the habits that we have
Turn into such **** chores

We both know that we're better than this
Let's will it to be true
We'll leave this place together, man
And start our lives anew
422 · Apr 2010
Why
JDK Apr 2010
Why
And again alone in a den of dark
The walls wear thin
And then the rain starts

Bitterness can turn sweet when you chase it with sugar
Like having an epiphany at the end of a hang-over

And it pours down like this:
A man says his words just so she knows he has words to say.  
His listener turns to leave, but he asks her to stay.

You'll find more inside eyes than you ever will through diction
Everybody's lives are told as a fiction
The truth lies
Down in the eyes
Along with the answers to the why's.
The Why,
Why,
Why's?
421 · Oct 2014
Pariah
JDK Oct 2014
Believed he held some sort of holy grace.
Fought to form a different way.
Risked it all then lost his bet.
Never tried to save some face.

Preached his own progressive agenda.
They attacked him with a personal vendetta.
His story is one we try to forget.
The deeper he's buried-
the better.

Thought he could have been the one.
Took his turn at playing modern messiah.
Burned him at the stake, they did.
The price that's paid of a pariah.
421 · Jun 2016
Mixed Messages (Corrected)*
JDK Jun 2016
I (used to think I) love(d) someone.

Daaaaamn, check her out!
Yo, that ***** is
 VERY PRETTY!

I (know better than to) believe that nothing is impossible.

Maaaan, I would  HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR  that chick all night long, if y'know what I mean.

I (pretend to) listen to what other people have to say.

I hear ya, but me personly, what I'd like to do is  MEET HER PARENTS  while wearin' A NICE SUIT  and have a  PLEASANT EVENING WITH STIMULATING CONVERSATION.

I've (given up on all my) dreams and ambitions.

Maybe even bring  A BOTTLE OF VINTAGE WINE  so that I could really  MAKE A GOOD IMPRESSION, if you know what I'm sayin'.

I want to (believe there's no point in trying to) make the world a better place.

**** bro, you are one  RESPECTABLE AND STAND-UP  ********, you know that?
**THIS NOTE HAS BEEN DELETED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF HUMANITY**
420 · Feb 2015
WHAM!
JDK Feb 2015
Fresh pain from an old ache.
A blow to make the heart quake
after having been painstakingly
reassembled.

Eyes ablaze,
she held my gaze
as I stood on rubbery legs
and trembled.
Love at first fright
420 · Jan 2015
Run Wild
JDK Jan 2015
Run on toward a brand new sun.
Move forward. Stop for no one.
Drop from clouds and hit the ground.
Land on your feet in full-blown sprint.

Slide into a brand new scene.
Send that dance floor spinning.
Flinging spit in every direction.
Hitting sheep of plasticine.

This race never ends,
but I'll be ****** if we're not winning.

Climb the ladder to dive again.
The water's warm and waiting.
Pity those stuck indecision.
They'd might as well be *******.

Fly through town while howling loud.
Stick out in crowds of wolves.
The wild ones are homeless now -
forced out of their woods.

I'm not one for promises,
but I'll be ****** if we're not making good.

Spiral in then pinch the seams.
Sealed inside infinity.
Circle round the center like sharks in bloodly seas:
Recyclers of misplaced energy.

Drink it up.
Blast that song.
Crack concrete.
Run on.

Run on.
418 · Jul 2014
Easter
JDK Jul 2014
I fell asleep in the branches of a cypress tree,
while I heard the barks of the hounds that are after me.
In my dreams I flew away on golden wings,
but a bullhorn brought me back to reality.

"We know that you're up there.
We know that you're hurt.
Why don't you climb down and let us treat your wounds."

"I'm comfortable here,
and halfway to the moon.
Why don't you *******?
I won't be down anytime soon."

"We're here because your family is worried about you.
They don't know where you are.
We're here to help you!"

"Nothing you say can help me now!
I'm here to stay; I'm not coming down!"

I hope skunk ape comes to tear you apart.
Serves you right for trespassing in his swamp.
Leave me alone,
my problems are my own.
I hope the ghost of Osceola comes to haunt your home.

"We're not going to leave.
Climb down while you can.
Don't make us come up there.
We can force this to end."

He climbed down all ****** with holes in his pants.
They arrested him on charges of public disturbance.
Dedicated to my brother.
416 · Jul 2016
Mako
JDK Jul 2016
Make peace with the thing you fear most.
Make love to your Self and dance with the ghost.
Make amends with the villain and **** your heroes.

And in the morning, make toast.
Or eggs. Or pancakes. Or chicken enchiladas. Idc.
415 · Aug 2015
Ain't It Great
JDK Aug 2015
Sold sideways to commiserate with the product-placed abuser.
Got no time for delayed gratification;
pay extra for it to come sooner.
Make haste.
You've one life -
don't let it go to waste.
Now congratulate yourself on being the consummate consumer.
Don't you feel better now that you own it?
414 · Nov 2016
Soaked
JDK Nov 2016
Liquid ladders melt beneath every step.
I'll hold it in place so it doesn't shift.
Two levels up and three looks back,
at some point we lost our grip.
A new chapter in an old book,
flipped to a page beyond Happily Ever After.
I'd rather heat it up to 451°

I'm sick of the same old stories.
414 · Feb 2015
Phoenix
JDK Feb 2015
I never asked you to jump into the fire.
I admired you for staying devout.
So cool under pressure -
you held such grace then.
I thought you could pull me out.

But it wasn't my hand you were reaching for -
you were being pulled toward something else.
So I burned alive with your image in my eyes
and the taste of charred hope in my mouth.

From the ashes, I crawled out.
(insert phoenix metaphor here)
Only after everything else had disintegrated
was my fate revealed loud and clear.

But now you're there.

I was foolish then.
You were just a kid.
I always had my doubts.
I looked at you to do something that I had to do for myself.
This role-reversal is almost complete;
I can do for you what you couldn't do for me.
You've just got to ask for my help.
180 Degrees
414 · Jul 2015
Ice-Nine (Still Frames)
JDK Jul 2015
When I was younger, I tried to freeze the world.
"So you pick up this picture, this two-dimensional image, and you say, 'That's me.' Well, to connect this baby in this weird little image with yourself living and breathing in the present, you have to make up a story like, 'This was me when I was a year old, and then later I had long hair, and then we moved to Riverdale, and now here I am.' So it takes a story that's actually a fiction to make you and the baby in the picture identical to create your identity."
- From the movie Waking Life

"'So it is with atoms in crystals, too; and two different crystals of the same substance can have quite different physical properties.' He told me about a factory that had been growing big crystals of ethylene diamine tartrate. The crystals were useful in certain manufacturing operations, he said. But one day the factory discovered that the crystals it was growing no longer had the properties desired. The atoms had begun to stack and lock--to freeze--in different fashion. The liquid that was crystallizing hadn't changed, but the crystals it was forming were, as far as industrial applications went, pure junk. How this had come about was a mystery. The theoretical villain, however, was what Dr. Breed called 'a seed.' He meant by that a tiny grain of the undesired crystal pattern. The seed, which had come from God-only-knows-where, taught the atoms the novel way in which to stack and lock, to crystallize, to freeze."
- From the novel Cat's Cradle

"One time, this guy handed me a picture of him, he said 'Here's a picture of me when I was younger.' Every picture is of you when you were younger!"
- Mitch Hedberg

"'Now think about cannonballs on a courthouse lawn or about oranges in a crate again,' he suggested. And he helped me to see that the pattern of the bottom layers of cannonballs or of oranges determined how each subsequent layer would stack and lock. 'The bottom layer is the seed of how every cannonball or every orange that comes after is going to behave, even to an infinite number of cannonballs or oranges.'"
- From Cat's Cradle
414 · Sep 2014
Turpentine
JDK Sep 2014
I made a mistake when I proposed to miss Opaque.
I thought I'd seen her true colors, but I was staring at paint.
She adds more layers with each passing day.
An ever-changing masterpiece.
I admit,
I was infatuated with the constant shift of her landscape,
but I know now-
found out too late -
that underneath it all she's just a blank.
Fill it in
411 · Oct 2014
Ingenue
JDK Oct 2014
Your number is
the one most often deleted,
usually after some late night greeting.
Please don't reply.
I don't want this misery to keep on repeating.

It'd be easier if I never had to see you again.
I've never had so much trouble with keeping a friend.
When burning a bridge is no longer an option,
I tend to lose my ****.

You're so ******* lovely -
I can hardly deal with it.

If you're not the saint that I paint you out to be,
then do me the favor of not telling me.

You represent pristine purity.
Don't give me a reason to doubt.
When I looked into your eyes that evening,
I knew what you were about.

I dread the loss of your innocence,
but I know it's bound to be.
They say that if you love something completely then you should set it free.

But *******, I admit, you're the most lovely thing I've ever seen.
I'll always resent the fact that I wasn't the one to give you wings.
Christian girls will be the death of me
410 · May 2015
Drugs
JDK May 2015
They take something from you that you'll never get back,
and they leave you with something that you'll never get rid of.
Love sort of does the same thing.
410 · Nov 2015
Hard to Explain
JDK Nov 2015
To do it clearly,
it'd take a book.
I'm not up for that kind of work,
so I'll attempt to cut it short.

You are but a part of a convoluted mix up.
A constant element in a periodic table of personal madness.
An important ingredient in the recipe of death and rebirth.
The other side of a mirror I'd gaze into in order to gauge my self worth.

Too vague.
I'm getting nowhere with this.
Let me try to put it into simpler words:

Identity crisis.
Bad acid trip.
Social experiment gone horribly wrong.
An attempt to live my life in accordance to the lyrics of a song.
180 degree turnabout of my own strengths and flaws.
Less weight for what I felt and more placed in what I saw.

You are just a part of my deepest plunge into what I thought it was to be insane.

This is far from enough,
and it's surely a mess,
but it's so hard to explain.
I once met a 4 with two iron knees.
He lead me through a forest of subtle trees.
As the day turned to dusk,
his shape came to rust.
I realized this number was me.
410 · Apr 2015
Entrails (10w)
JDK Apr 2015
It takes guts to hang yourself by your own intestines.
Literally.
408 · Jul 2015
Drained
JDK Jul 2015
I was sharing whispers with the dark,
and it told me dreams are charged with white light shining through the farce,
and if only everybody else could see;
then maybe everything would be illuminated.

I was having drinks with heathen's hearts.
They told me everything is what it seems but all is naught,
and if only I could glimpse the setting sun;
the moon would shine with forgiveness for every person ever wronged.
I forged alliance with the asteroids on our path.
They said, "everything is falling and that now is just a fact."
I found a seer with one eye.
She said said the whole world's going out of wack and that we're all gonna die.
I told her everyone has got a special sense;
we've gained our super powers through the loss of innocence and if only anyone would challenge us.
How quickly have we learned to turn our substance into dust.

I held a fork with hopes of finding a fit meal,
but sustenance only ever comes to those who proper learn how to steal.
I swear I've had my fill.
The world is nothing but a sharpened knife
and I've no blood left to spill.
True story.
JDK Jan 2017
Medicine is all relative.
The trick is to find something that makes you feel okay by the end of the day.
I think I've found one that works well,
(with a slight side-effect of sometimes making the next one a living hell.)

But I've found an antidote for this problem:
Bacon, eggs, toast and coffee.
Though I can't have more than three or else I'll get all jittery,
and start saying really weird things,
which may drive me to self-medicate a little more the following night.
You know, just to feel alright about all of the weird things I may have said and end up regretting later on.

Luckily, there are medicines that can erase regretful memories,
but you probably shouldn't have more than six of these,
or else some really weird things may start happening.

Like remembering where you parked the opossum car in that one dream you had when you turned thirteen,
while forgetting that today is your nephew's fourth birthday.

Here, I got you this.

"Hey, I don't think that's really an appropriate gift."

"What do you mean? I would've been thrilled to've my own taxidermied bobcat's head when I was six."

"There're so many things wrong with that sentence that I don't even know where to begin."

Medicine is all relative.
Subjective, if you will.
If what works for you doesn't work for them,
well then, who gives a ****?

We've all got our own illnesses to deal with.
Is it working yet?
407 · Jun 2016
Sustenance
JDK Jun 2016
Okay, I'm for it, but before we get to it I'm gonna need another one.
After it goes on for long enough, it all starts to meld together,

Blend this moment with the next one.
Pour this night into tomorrow.
like mush.

It all tastes the same.

A fleeting feeling followed by a slow rush.
A stride that shakes off dust while growing mold.
A flavor between bland and bold,

How far can you stretch?

Barely handle staying this way for just today.
Suicide pacts in place in case we happen to grow old,
with a color between tan and gray.

Let's do it again either way,
Spending too much time looking at it can result in loss of appetite.
just once more,
for ol' time's sake;
let's have one last night.

Everything else is alright, it's just our lives that're mistakes.

I don't feel so good anymore.
You really shouldn't play with your food.

Point me in the direction of somewhere that isn't just more of this.

I want to go home.
*The trick is to eat it before it gets cold.
Say "when."
407 · Apr 2015
Sore Loser
JDK Apr 2015
She said, "well played,"
but it was all just in my head.
This game of who gets laid
and who ends up in an empty bed.
I'll sleep in it.
I guess, I've always been a *******.
Who's to blame?
It seems we've both played our part,
but I hate you for winning.
I hate you for it.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
405 · Nov 2015
Cascade
JDK Nov 2015
I like the way you think -
sinking your own ship just to take a drink.
Soiling yourself in order to keep everyone else from scraping you clean.
I find it pretty keen -
drowning in a sea of air and floating on the steam . . .

It's disturbingly nice.

By that I mean,
if our links got intertwined we'd find ourselves in quite a knot;
Running through red lights just to make the others stop.
Brushing up on legal terms to confuse all of those cops.
Boarding over doorbells just to force our guests to knock.

I find your broken logic beautiful.
I think you're perfectly top-notch.
Nothing flows without holes.
404 · Apr 2015
Art is Dead
JDK Apr 2015
And its grave is marked by a half-scale vinyl replica of The Thinker
wearing a sharknado T-shirt,
and a novelty beer helmet.
You know, with a beer holder on either side, and a straw.
404 · Jul 2015
Rubble
JDK Jul 2015
The first thing I can remember is that I was sitting at the table.
I couldn't sleep that night. It was very late.
Then I heard the sound - that deafening boom.
As if the skies themselves had been ripped apart.
I mean, I guess that's what actually happened,
more or less.

They stopped throwing their annual ***** nearly a decade before.
No one really knows why. A whole crowd was ready to climb those ladders that year, but they never came down.


Then a sound like thunder,
but louder than any thunder I'd ever heard before.
It shook the whole house. Then the earth started to shake.
It was from the rubble, of course.
Those massive stones falling to the ground.

Rumors began to spread.
Tales of romance, jealousy, scandal, adultery,
******.
All hearsay, of course,
if not entirely fabricated.
Truth is, nobody had any means of communication with the castle.
They stopped sending the pigeons when they stopped lowering the ladders.
The whole town was simply left to wonder what happened.    
A death in the family was the common consensus.

  
I remember being knocked off my chair from the impact of the first one.
It landed right out back; right there in the garden.
Then more came. Just a few at first,
but then the the sound quickly became constant.
A never ending barrage of thuds and quakes,
and in-between those,
the awful cracking sound of a building being smashed to pieces.
Screams could be heard after that.

The cause of the explosion remains a mystery,
just like everything else about cloud castle.
All investigations yielded nothing but wild theories,
and of course, there were no survivors.


I ran out of the house and into pure madness.
I've seen many a battle before, but none of them compared to what I saw that night.  
Death and destruction all over.
A house would get hit and burst into a thousand pieces;
splinters of wood and brick tearing into anyone unfortunate enough to be too close to it.
And the people -
they were running in all directions;
screaming, delirious.
I saw families huddled together trying to figure out where to go.
I saw many of my fellow townsfolk get crushed right before my eyes.
The whole gruesome scene lit up by the ghastly glow of that cloud on fire.  

Powder charges, atmospheric pressure anomalies, black magic -
even dragons. All have been proposed;
none can be proven.


I ran.
I could barely stay on my feet for the quakes,
but I ran nonetheless.
Through crashing stones and crowd -
through shrapnel blasts and the wails of death -
I ran.

When it was all over,
very little remained of the city
and countless were dead.
Those who lived through that night never came back to it.
Nothing was rebuilt.
That flying fortress had made that town,
and when it went down,
it took everything along with it.
It's nothing now but a graveyard of rubble;
haunted by the souls of corpses never buried.


I looked back only once.
I looked back at where the castle used to be.
I saw nothing but flames.
The smoke from it blacked out the whole sky above.
No moon or stars to be seen.
That's when I saw her;
a shimmer of white falling from the sky -
like a wingless angel.
It was a nightgown of sorts,
long and white. It flowed around her as she fell -
a cloud trying in vain to fly.
I thought I could catch her.
I wanted to catch her.
I turned back and ran toward where I thought she was going to land;
in a field behind a farmhouse that had already been smashed by a stone,
but I was too slow.
She hit the ground with a faint thud.
I was only several yards away.
When I got to her, hoping against all hope,
I saw that I was too late.
She was already gone,
but she had this look upon her face:
Serene.
403 · Aug 2015
Debt
JDK Aug 2015
I should've just went home and gone to bed
instead of trying to fix my head;
it's always been
hopelessly ****** up,
like me.

But if I had just closed my eyes,
I would have witnessed my own demise
and I swear that I've
died too many times before.

I could've sworn,
I could've sworn that I'd not get lost.  
I should have known,
I should have known the cost.
This Song (part III)
403 · Nov 2012
A Story, kind of
JDK Nov 2012
A little man with big emotion
An empty can floating in the ocean
There's more than one way to skin a cat
Your best bet is to choose one method and not look back
Don't let them know you doubt it for a second

Because it's always the second one that takes
The first never makes it
And the third is a mistake
But only actors can fake their own glory
Really all you need is some kind of story
JDK Jun 2015
My older sister grieves when I tell her about my favorite movies,
because she realizes, in every case, that I relate to the protagonist.
(They're almost always tragedies.)
Struggles with empathy.
403 · Aug 2015
Faust, Reloaded
JDK Aug 2015
My hubris will be my downfall;
knowing this might help.
*gimmick
403 · May 2016
[N(s)]o(me)thing
403 · Jun 2015
Spring Cleaner
JDK Jun 2015
It's the birds in the air -
how fair is it that they should fly care-free
only to land on power lines that help your faraway words get said to me?
Replayed through my head in dreams where I'm climbing up some impossibly tall tree to grab at fruit that withered weeks ago.
Bitter flesh tastes best when blended with the rest of the roots.
I can't keep track of which of these fields actually yielded vegetables.

Snipped at the base,
soaked in water,
sprinkled with lemon juice to spruce up the taste.
I just need a minute.
Please, just give me a moment to clean up the place.
What a mess.
402 · Jan 2013
Eulogy
JDK Jan 2013
A man of syntax and punctuation,
Though not so keen on grammar,
Used the most wonderful words in conversation,
But pronounced them all with a stammer.

Seemingly one-dimensional,
But deeply layered with meaning.
He tore the hearts out of sheep
Just to leave them there bleating.

To death, in one breath, he could swim there and back
With his hair a little more white,
And his lungs much more black.

Like smoking, on fire, his one true desire
Was to burn himself out before his freshness expired.

Now here he lies
All still with closed eyes.
I can't help from thinking he got what he wanted when he died.
I hope he's finally found the answers that he couldn't when he was alive.
402 · Apr 2015
Sun Baked Beers
JDK Apr 2015
Leftovers from a party complete with drugs and drinks,
squares and queers.
It was a good mix.
Video games and ****** antics.
First to wake from the strangest dreams;
I'm just cleaning up a bit.
Something to do before I rescue my keys.
(They're currently being held hostage.)
I think we can save the graham crackers,
but there's no hope for the chocolate.

I really love it here,
have I ever told you that?
This untouched land smack-dab in the middle of all these
tourist traps.
There's enchantment here.
The buddhist temple down the street just makes it complete.
One morning,
when we're all bleary-eyed and hungover,
we should go meditate.
"Do you have any idea? (This kid has no idea,) NO IDEA how many boxes I have with your name on it!"

"That's the biggest malo I've ever seen."

"I just want to play your piano. Really, it's the only reason why I'm here. Can't I just play for it for a little while? I'll play softly. SO SOFTLY!"

"Is that an Ayn Rand book? Throw it in the fire!"

"Let me know if you have any more questions (name.) I'm here for you. I'll be here all night."

"Don't mind me, I'm just having some fun. I took some mushrooms earlier. It's nice to meet you."

"SO MANY BOXES!"

"You're cute. Hey, do you wanna get married? Let's go get married right now. **** coming back."
401 · Nov 2016
A Lullabye
JDK Nov 2016
Dream on you maddening dream thing,
with shakes and scattered breathing.
Shattered moonlit scenes spilt out in technicolor.

Dream on in tickling breezes,
and coughs and spasmic sneezes.
Dream of falls and rises.
Dream on, oh great Dream Mother.

Sow these seeds in hallowed ground.
Furrow through common sights and sounds.
Grow your beasts in wild silence,
then echo out their roars.

Dream of mazes and ancient riddles.
Find the key to unlock all doors.
Dream of worlds both big and little.
Dream on you dreaming angel.
Dream more.
400 · Aug 2015
186,000 Miles per Second
JDK Aug 2015
We're all together,
yet still far apart.
With no end in sight,
we've come a long way from the start.
Tugging on the tenuous strings of our heart
just to find out which are strongest.

I'm fond of every bond we've made.

Hearts are such fragile things;
how easily they break.
Please keep my pieces somewhere safe,
and I'll keep yours held tightly in hand.

I don't care how much they might bleed,
because you'll always understand.
Everything I could ever want and need.
Everything, all the time.
Everything at the speed of light.

I'll keep the pieces close to my heart.
I love you infinitely more now than I did from the start.
With no end in sight;
we're all together tonight.

Regardless of where life may take us,
we'll always be stars.
Reflecting each others' light -
no matter how far.
I ******* love my friends.
400 · Mar 2015
Shelf Life
JDK Mar 2015
I'm getting older,
and my psychonauting days have long been over,
and the same can be said for most of my fellow explorers.
That scene we lived hasn't died yet, but it's grown tired.
And the freshness it once held for us
now tastes,
more or less,
expired.
Like a bad bean.
399 · Aug 2015
Frayed
JDK Aug 2015
I don't want to turn you into my confessor,
but I'm quickly becoming obsessed with telling you my thoughts.
Too much honesty can get everything *******,
and my heart's already in knots.
'fraid*
399 · Mar 2016
Not Again
JDK Mar 2016
Y'know that sinking feeling you get when you discover that the author of the strangely fascinating book you've been reading like a mad man for the past few days committed suicide at a young age?
Yea, it's kind of like that.
399 · Aug 2015
Cycle
JDK Aug 2015
He broke up with her,
or she broke up with him.
Seems so much more than gossip,
at least, within this group of friends.

When one thing is just beginning,
another comes to an end.
Joining together then pulling apart;
to die and be reborn again.

A cycle on repeat.

A funeral last week,
and in the next,
a new member of the family.

So sad to see you go;
the lost but not forgotten.
The cycle must continue though.
It shows no signs of stopping.
Gaps and connections constantly rearranging as if in some semblance of neural activity
399 · Jun 2015
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JDK Jun 2015
Yea, but this and that and these and those.
I've pulled myself up from the floor in order to write this prose,
or poetry, I mean.
Whatever that may be.
A conglomeration of words and thoughts and feelings.
Yea dude, but totally.

I've put these syllables through the spin cycle of my washing machine.
Tumble dry. Don't deny my attempt to explain what I mean.
If we're lucky then it'll come out clean.
but it's still *****
399 · Jul 2014
Total Sell Out
JDK Jul 2014
Candid and branded,
he sold himself out.
Hardly can blame him for making a buck.
What's it to you how he made his debut?
I think you're just jealous-
he's done what you cannot do.
Call him unoriginal
(because you're so brand new)
The best come from old ideas reiterated for review.
Hate him if you like,
but I won't be sympathetic.
He was just more diligent where you were apathetic.
Work hard with confidence and disregard what other people have to say about it.
397 · Dec 2017
Coasting
JDK Dec 2017
The girls I want
don't want me.
The girls who want me,
I don't want.
Single life mentality (in a nutshell.)
JDK Apr 2017
Though I can find and buy the perfect glass to fit my fingers while I relish in the past regrets that linger in a shape that's vague enough to haunt me for the rest of my days,
I still can't help but wonder if all of it was just a vain attempt at trying to live a life that's been prescribed.
I mean, in the commercially acceptable sense.
I mean, in the romantically cinematic glimpse of what romance is supposed to be.

You know, heavy breathing and sepia tones.

What is it about hearing people having *** in an adjacent room that makes me feel at the same time both incredibly alive and also incredibly alone?
396 · Oct 2016
To No One
JDK Oct 2016
When you were around, somehow,
you made everything seem more magical.
I haven't thought about you in such a long while,
(if you don't count going white whenever your name is mentioned,)
but if you still read these, then I hope,
at least,
that this one makes you smile.
“Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
396 · Aug 2015
Ending
JDK Aug 2015
And that's it.
And this is it.
Left alone in an unfamiliar room;
Trying hard not to feel tragic.

Yea, I might stay up,
But I won't do anything indecent.
I can't think too clearly with this constant ringing in my head.
Despite this.
In sight of this.
Blindsided by this.

I wish.
Insert an inspirational quote about hope,
395 · Mar 2015
Entrance Not For Everybody
JDK Mar 2015
To have felt this way all of the time,
a(nd) stranger still,
to leave (it) behind.
To enter a place unrestrained by time.
The cost of a ticket,
one price only -
your mind.
Magic Theater revisited
395 · May 2015
Oak
JDK May 2015
Oak
In a twisted way,
it's really rather romantic.
Both too stubborn to ever give in to each other's whims.
Two old dogs refusing to learn new tricks.
They never knew too many in the first place.

They seemingly hate each other.
No love is clearly apparent,
but there's this obdurate will;
this obstinate sense to stick together through thick and thin.
They really must have taken those vows seriously.

It's like two gnarled trees that grew in tandem.
Trunks and limbs twisted towards the light of some shifting sun.
Any attempt to remove either of the two,
would surely result in the death of the other one.
Divorce isn't even an option.
JDK Dec 2016
Drunky McGee,*
that's my nickname for her,
though lately I wonder
if it doesn't also describe me.
Is it possible for a poem to be sad and funny at the same time? Idk, I've deleted most of these.
(That's not entirely true. I make a copy and save it as private before I delete the original. (But why am I telling you any of this?))
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