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JDK Aug 2016
I had a dream that I was rollerblading
in quick sand,
on a treadmill,
down a never ending tunnel,
but then I had to wake up.
421 · Sep 2015
Caught Crying
JDK Sep 2015
My sober dreams freak me out.
(Is that a good enough reason?)
This is the only way I know how to escape the memories of things that never actually happened.
(Won't you help me out?)
My convictions leave me full of doubt.
I'm caught up in absurdities.
Awash in irony and drowning on beliefs.
Please throw me a life saving word that can define me.
Just spell it out -
before I lose myself.
I know how to read, if nothing else.
421 · Jun 2012
Stay Asleep
JDK Jun 2012
When there's nobody else
There's always this
And when the wind blows west
My legs will go east

Sitting in the back with a torn flannel sleeve
Listening to someone tell me what it is they believe
I start to think that if this is life, I'd rather stay asleep.

There are so many things
Which I cannot see
But oh how I try to
So desperately
Leaving me in a state of doubtful wisdom
I start to believe
That I'd have been better off if I had just stayed asleep
There aren't any **** heads like you in my dreams
421 · Mar 2017
Puqued in Dubuke
JDK Mar 2017
Ford and folded to the river bloated.
For whom should we give thanks that our liver floated?
I'll bet three shanks that we'll hit the banks of the gold coast before we'll ever be able to afford it.

The odds aren't in our favor.
Cashed out and half-cocked but still fully loaded.
Goaded into a rhino's bargain for a goat whose milk has already been exploited.

I told you this was a bad idea.
The only kind I have.
420 · Apr 2015
Amhi Organized (satire)
JDK Apr 2015
I'm distressed. Everything's gone grey,
and I'm just soOOoo depressed today.
I can't seem to shake these blues.
My life's a lie that I can't make true.

I want to curl up into a little ball, in the corner of the room.
My days are all filled with gloom and doom.
These rhymes are tired, and so am I.
I'm just waiting around for the day that I die.

My soul is empty.
My heart has holes.
Bliss and Happiness -
Who are they? What're those?

You could ask me who I am,
and "Nothing" is what I'll say.
Just one more sad poet.
Another bad cliche.
"Oh, woe is me!"

Only 'cause I love you ;)
419 · Jul 2014
Advice
JDK Jul 2014
Beware of anyone who claims to be in love with Ayn Rand.
Beware of anyone who fears what they don't understand.
Beware of overthinking,
and slipping into mental quicksand,
but if you do,
then don't be afraid of reaching out for a helping hand.
I'm here for you
419 · May 2010
Stop
JDK May 2010
My dreams were wickedly serene
With a dose of literal fantasy
Warping my life as-of-late
Into some kind of joy ride
That my subconscious did create

How sweet it is to tap into that
Without even reaching
When I awake, sometimes I wish to go back
My own attempt at leeching
Grabbing for handfuls from the deepest depths of my mind
and pulling them out
Examining the grains
Just to find
A warped and twisted mesh of real life best left
Behind

My life can't wait for my dreams to catch up
There comes a point where dreams aren't enough
To make sense of this constant bombardment of
of . . .
of . . .
How strange it is to find that word without the next
what a trip we take to the new day from the one that we've left

I have trouble defining what life is
Because I can't think of a boundary to what it encompasses
Every waking thought?
Every sleeping plot?
(for more often than not,
my dreams seem to be of a movie.
Scenes from a screen that I vaguely remember to have seen. . . )

When does real life end,
and non-life start?
Can we even comprehend what it means for life to just
Stop.
418 · Aug 2015
This Song (Part II)
JDK Aug 2015
Is not the kind of one you'd want to sing karaoke.
Especially when you're already drunk and surrounded by friends and family.
I temporarily forgot that it makes me cry,
and how this ******* line gets me everytime.
I got two thirds through the song,
then dropped the (screwdriver that we'd been using as an improvised) mic.
**** it. I'm done.
Goodnight.
Whatever.
417 · Jan 2015
Livin' the Dream
JDK Jan 2015
If I got paid by the bottle, then I'd be a millionaire,
but cash flows in the opposite direction.
The world's not into funding despair.

If heartbreak was a skill set,
then my resume would be top-notch,
but corporate tends to frown upon
stumbling fools who reek of scotch.

The value of dollars tends to cheapen when it comes so easily.
With E! News stories of drunken coked-out celebrities,
I swear,
I've had it up to here.

Our number one commodity -
the American Dream -
has turned into a nightmare.
417 · Dec 2014
Wicked Roots
JDK Dec 2014
He's got a flair for the ironic,
and a stare that's sardonic,
with an attitude that clearly puts people off.
He's got a problem with getting turned on
by the things he thinks are wrong,
and he does it all to better relate to the lyrics of a song.
Attempting to live a literary lifestyle,
that kid is some kind of wild.
He's got soulful eyes,
but I don't trust his smile.
Not the kind of story I like to read.
Surely, he's trouble.
That one's a bad seed.
416 · Apr 2015
I Don't Even Own a Hat
JDK Apr 2015
I know this magic trick where I throw my heart in a hat
then pull out a rabbit.
Only, it's not a rabbit -
it's a snake.
And this is a swamp,
not a stage.
And there are three bite marks on my leg.
Take me to the hospital.
415 · Sep 2015
Quiet
JDK Sep 2015
Silence tastes like a bit tongue.
A mouthful of iron -
ready to spit blood.

Safe in omission.
Silence is stubborn.
Guilt through admission,
but hidden in cupboards.

Break all the glasses.

Silence sounds like a drama on mute.
Destitute actors waving their arms in vain.
The quiet makes us different,
but it always sounds the same.
I'm about to scream.
414 · Mar 2015
Treasure
JDK Mar 2015
Not easily noticed,
and often overlooked -
like some obscure quote
from a lesser known book;
hidden in the footnote.

You've found it,
it's yours.
The X and map are just a reminder of what you own.

You could tell it, but you won't.
You could sell it, but you don't,
because you've found it on your own,
and it's hard to find a home.
It's personal
JDK Apr 2016
Embracing the end when we're still in the beginning.
Come on now friends;
This isn't living.
I think you're confusing cowardice with courage.
413 · Apr 2010
Why
JDK Apr 2010
Why
And again alone in a den of dark
The walls wear thin
And then the rain starts

Bitterness can turn sweet when you chase it with sugar
Like having an epiphany at the end of a hang-over

And it pours down like this:
A man says his words just so she knows he has words to say.  
His listener turns to leave, but he asks her to stay.

You'll find more inside eyes than you ever will through diction
Everybody's lives are told as a fiction
The truth lies
Down in the eyes
Along with the answers to the why's.
The Why,
Why,
Why's?
413 · Aug 2015
Don't Get Cute with Me
JDK Aug 2015
I swear I'm on to you;
your subtle way of flirting with every single thing you do.

I'm not into it.

And maybe you're just sick -
infected with an early development problem that's grown into a nasty habit.

Whatever the case may be,
it's become a source of contention.
Lately, I've been thinking -
you're just some ***** who craves attention.
With this phrase always in the back of my head:
"Says the girl who has a boyfriend . . . "
412 · Jan 2014
Merry Christmas
JDK Jan 2014
I clearly saw your drinking problem laid out next to mine
'Tis the season
No big deal
It's fun, it's harmless, it's fine

But some part of it still makes me sad
There's something I still miss
When you told me how your mother was crying
And said, "I hate seeing you like this."

You really did have a one-tracked mind
To just keep drinking more
Who the hell am I to judge
We've all been there before

I was just so tired and sad
And maybe slightly bored
Sometimes the habits that we have
Turn into such **** chores

We both know that we're better than this
Let's will it to be true
We'll leave this place together, man
And start our lives anew
JDK Apr 2015
I keep forgetting to remember the things I've reminded myself to forget.
Pump my head full of helium and fill my body up with lead.
I got yelled at by the driver of a car that almost hit me today.
I said, "You'd be doing me a favor!" as I walked away.

I keep finishing at the start and beginning with the end.
Earlier tonight, I made an emo playlist for my favorite ****** friend.
If only we could pool our feelings together and then . . .
****, I forget.

All bills have been paid, and all the letters have been sent.
Somehow, we're still falling deeper into debt.
I poured my heart out to an apathetic page
and yet, we're only getting paid for what we'd rather forget.

I keep making sour faces at the sweetest scenes I see.
I've been waking up early just to get there late.
I'm having trouble doubting things I've never believed.
I keep getting angry at people I long ago forgave.
Will they ever forgive me?
Have they already?

I forget.
410 · Apr 2014
Usurper
JDK Apr 2014
I am the King of Mixed Messages.
The Duke of Indecision.
The Prince of Sheer Panic facing a life sentence in prison.

I've sabotaged my subjects;
****** on the peasants.
I'll admit my reign of terror hasn't been none too pleasant.

I was the Monarch of Mayhem;
the Baron of Bones,
but some shining knight pulled a coup and now I'm left here dethroned.
God Save the King
410 · Oct 2015
Sometime
JDK Oct 2015
When I see you,
a quiet cheer rises up inside of me,
but then is quickly silenced.

Sometimes I forget to remember that I hate you now.

Sometimes I fantasize about reconciling.

Sometimes I miss your smile.
I'm too stubborn for this.
Give me another month or two and I'll get out.
409 · Oct 2016
Alchemy
JDK Oct 2016
Compassion is rare these days.
It's always been rare,
but you've got it in spades.

I'd tell you to beware;
not to just give it away to anyone -
that it's possible for it to be drained . . .

but I'm pretty sure you know better than I do,
and that it doesn't work that way.
Who's teaching who, really?
409 · Nov 2014
Prelude to a Slap
JDK Nov 2014
241 and I'm almost done.
Drink until the sun comes up.
Making room for two with one.
More is never quite enough.

Drain it down then get filled up.
I felt empty til you showed up.
Energized now,
I'll try my luck.

"Hey girl, do you wanna F*?"
!!!
409 · May 2014
Suicide Note
JDK May 2014
Life is a joke and death is the punchline.
Don't forget to laugh.
I guess I'll remember to next time.
This one's all ******.

Life's a ***** and then you die.
If you're lucky,
there may be some people who cared about you enough to cry.
Though it won't mean much when you're no longer alive.

Life is a riddle and death is the answer.
Who asked the question?
Who gives a ****?
The universe, god, and the laws of energy can all **** a ****.

**** being alive.
No, seriously,
**** It.
I'm sick of living.
I'm so done with it.
I'm just venting, really.
JDK Dec 2015
The first embrace was electric.
The second was on fire.
The third was cold and frigid.
There never was a fourth.
JDK Dec 2015
Lately, I've been thinking,
that maybe I've got a lot more left to say.
And maybe I got lost one day along the path that I'd subconsciously laid out for myself way back when.
I think you've been helping me retrace my steps.
I think that might make you a friend.

I've been thinking lately,
that maybe there are far too many words left unsaid.
Maybe I ought to stick around long enough to say them.
Maybe that makes me better off than dead.

My head has been swimming lately,
with all sorts of fantastical fish.
I wish I'd met you sooner.

Maybe the path that I long ago left is a little less buried than I thought it to be.
Maybe a shovel can dig a future as well as a past.
I think you've pulled me out of a grave.

This is my way of thanking you for that.
I think maybe I'll become a teacher or something.
404 · Aug 2014
Haunting Hour
JDK Aug 2014
Is pity passed down in the genes?
What about sympathy?
I fear I've inherited an overabundance of both.

It drains me to the point where I feel like a ghost.
Sometimes I wonder if I didn't die a long time ago.

Am I stuck in limbo,
just repeating the same old pattern?
This poem is shot. My mind is on Saturn.
403 · Sep 2015
Dreaming of Nightmares
JDK Sep 2015
Before you fade off into sleep,
remember to forget about thinking of me.
I'll be the one making that irritating sound;
the one that echoes throughout all your dreams.

When your slow-motion legs sink into quicksand
as you try your hardest to outrun the bogeyman,
I'll be there on the other side -
offering you my hand.

Don't you dare take it.
The chasing devil and saving angel might be one and the same.
Those who know it all and claim to know nothing are without a doubt the most insane.

Give me a break though.
This can't be Real Life.
It's all fake.

Somebody pinch me.
Please
402 · Nov 2016
Murk
JDK Nov 2016
I wonder how many people have ever felt like this before;
Cowering with the knowledge that there's a rhinoceros on the otherside of their door.

She says I'm just a little too lonely for her.
She says she can't be bothered by a lone ivory horn.

But I was born to wallow,
in a puddle that the better beasts know to avoid.
I was born to swallow mud and cough up fertilized bone;
to choke on marrow while distant gardens grow.

She says my spine can't seem to find the right way to write itself.
I told her she's wrong.

I told her that I can write like a mad man,
that I can grip words and twist them with burning fists that punch holes through preconceived notions like some sort of metaphoric hadouken.

She says it's too vague,
that I've been swept up in the plague of Easter-eggs and internet memes -
that my bad posture and pessimistic mentality are just a reflection of how broken things really are.
Basically, that I'm part of the Problem.

She says that I'm ******* in the wind in a river that's flowing downstream;
That I'll never be able to reconcile the difference between real life and just dreams.
That I'm swimming in ten different types of reality and the only one that should matter to me is the one I can't seem to see.

She says a lot of things,
but I've had it.
From here on out,
I'm not listening.
Somewhere right now some scuba diver is staring into some deep dark abyss and thinking, "**** it."
JDK Aug 2015
What do you do if you can see the strings?
What happens when you can trace them back to their origin:
A pair of double crossed wooden instruments in the hands of some magician?

What do you do then?

Should you muscle The Man out of the way?
Take over, so that you can put on your own kind of play:
enacting the way you've always believed it should be?

Or would you instead,
brandish a pair of scissors
in an attempt to set them all free?
Each choice carries risk.
Every action has a consequence.
Should you cut the strings from the puppets while chancing that you'll be left with a pile of immobile limbs,
or do you continue on with the grand show;
all while knowing exactly what will happen?
401 · Feb 2015
Phoenix
JDK Feb 2015
I never asked you to jump into the fire.
I admired you for staying devout.
So cool under pressure -
you held such grace then.
I thought you could pull me out.

But it wasn't my hand you were reaching for -
you were being pulled toward something else.
So I burned alive with your image in my eyes
and the taste of charred hope in my mouth.

From the ashes, I crawled out.
(insert phoenix metaphor here)
Only after everything else had disintegrated
was my fate revealed loud and clear.

But now you're there.

I was foolish then.
You were just a kid.
I always had my doubts.
I looked at you to do something that I had to do for myself.
This role-reversal is almost complete;
I can do for you what you couldn't do for me.
You've just got to ask for my help.
180 Degrees
400 · Sep 2015
Symphony
JDK Sep 2015
A good kid,
just caught up in the mix.
An inescapable situation turned into a monument.

With every fountain passed,
he trades a hard earned coin for a wish.
Just hoping for vacation.
A temporary relief from the horrible sound embedded in him.

The truth is a problematic ensemble of violent violinists.
He's tired of of hearing it.
Find something beautiful to listen to.
400 · Jul 2015
Ice-Nine (Still Frames)
JDK Jul 2015
When I was younger, I tried to freeze the world.
"So you pick up this picture, this two-dimensional image, and you say, 'That's me.' Well, to connect this baby in this weird little image with yourself living and breathing in the present, you have to make up a story like, 'This was me when I was a year old, and then later I had long hair, and then we moved to Riverdale, and now here I am.' So it takes a story that's actually a fiction to make you and the baby in the picture identical to create your identity."
- From the movie Waking Life

"'So it is with atoms in crystals, too; and two different crystals of the same substance can have quite different physical properties.' He told me about a factory that had been growing big crystals of ethylene diamine tartrate. The crystals were useful in certain manufacturing operations, he said. But one day the factory discovered that the crystals it was growing no longer had the properties desired. The atoms had begun to stack and lock--to freeze--in different fashion. The liquid that was crystallizing hadn't changed, but the crystals it was forming were, as far as industrial applications went, pure junk. How this had come about was a mystery. The theoretical villain, however, was what Dr. Breed called 'a seed.' He meant by that a tiny grain of the undesired crystal pattern. The seed, which had come from God-only-knows-where, taught the atoms the novel way in which to stack and lock, to crystallize, to freeze."
- From the novel Cat's Cradle

"One time, this guy handed me a picture of him, he said 'Here's a picture of me when I was younger.' Every picture is of you when you were younger!"
- Mitch Hedberg

"'Now think about cannonballs on a courthouse lawn or about oranges in a crate again,' he suggested. And he helped me to see that the pattern of the bottom layers of cannonballs or of oranges determined how each subsequent layer would stack and lock. 'The bottom layer is the seed of how every cannonball or every orange that comes after is going to behave, even to an infinite number of cannonballs or oranges.'"
- From Cat's Cradle
399 · Oct 2015
Untitled
JDK Oct 2015
Stand up.
Back off.
Just leave me alone.
These vines have grown over everything,
and it's hard to find a home.

Break through.
Nevermind.
I'll keep this carpet clean.
It's seen things you'll never know.
Only vacuums know what I mean.

Hear me out.
Ignore me.
**** up everything.
Spit it out in failed attempts to capture the moment.
JDK Feb 2017
Jungle boots work suprisingly well at keeping feet dry in snow,
but they sure as hell don't keep them warm.
Maybe another pair of socks til then.
395 · Jul 2014
Total Sell Out
JDK Jul 2014
Candid and branded,
he sold himself out.
Hardly can blame him for making a buck.
What's it to you how he made his debut?
I think you're just jealous-
he's done what you cannot do.
Call him unoriginal
(because you're so brand new)
The best come from old ideas reiterated for review.
Hate him if you like,
but I won't be sympathetic.
He was just more diligent where you were apathetic.
Work hard with confidence and disregard what other people have to say about it.
395 · Jun 2016
Tinnitus
JDK Jun 2016
You know that ringing in your ears?

You've been gone so long,

That "Eeeeeee?"

and the ache's grown so numb,

That's the sound of the ear cells dying,

that I can finally stand to listen to these songs again,

like their Swan Song.

but they sound different than I remember.

Once it's gone you'll never hear that frequency again.

As if there's something

Enjoy it while it lasts.*

that I'm missing.
The part in italics is taken from the movie *Children of Men*.
395 · Dec 2016
Disaffected Youth
JDK Dec 2016
I'll try my hardest to refrain from mounting this phony high pony and preach to you,
and to keep from using ******* rhymes and fancy lines that do little more than convolute the truth,
but the fact remains that there's a certain amount of irony inherent in all things,
and I can see it clearly raging inside of you.

Blah blah blah.
These and other platitudes.
You're struggling and you're sad and you're lost and confused.

Don't you realize that you're just climbing up and sliding down the eternal staircase that the rest of us have already grown accustomed to?

Of course not,
and that's why you're smart.
Giving up on the race before it even starts.

What do you want?
No, really.
Out of life,
out of love,  
with hell below and the stars above,
where exactly are you aiming for?

You don't even know,
and somehow,
that's what makes it beautiful.
I'm not trying to make fun of you on purpose.
If anything, I'm jealous.
Sometimes I miss the feeling of feeling worthless.
395 · Oct 2016
Matthew
JDK Oct 2016
There's a storm abrewin'
and everyone's gone insane,
but I've never been much of one to mind a little wind and rain.

There's a prevailing sense of panic,
but I've got Bob Dylan in my head,
and I bought a pack of smokes 'cause you can't smoke 'em when you're dead.
And if it is my time to go,
well then I'll make good food for worms,
but if it's not then I'll give thanks for shelter from the storm.
395 · Apr 2015
So-so Gigolo
JDK Apr 2015
No, really though.
Five bucks for a throw.
Please take me home with you.
I can't stand to be alone.
I can understand if you will
hide me like ***** laundry,
but I've got charm and looks to ****.
Please do what you want with me.
Is breakfast too much to ask for?
394 · Apr 2015
Sore Loser
JDK Apr 2015
She said, "well played,"
but it was all just in my head.
This game of who gets laid
and who ends up in an empty bed.
I'll sleep in it.
I guess, I've always been a *******.
Who's to blame?
It seems we've both played our part,
but I hate you for winning.
I hate you for it.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
394 · Nov 2016
Soaked
JDK Nov 2016
Liquid ladders melt beneath every step.
I'll hold it in place so it doesn't shift.
Two levels up and three looks back,
at some point we lost our grip.
A new chapter in an old book,
flipped to a page beyond Happily Ever After.
I'd rather heat it up to 451°

I'm sick of the same old stories.
JDK Jun 2015
My older sister grieves when I tell her about my favorite movies,
because she realizes, in every case, that I relate to the protagonist.
(They're almost always tragedies.)
Struggles with empathy.
393 · Feb 2015
WHAM!
JDK Feb 2015
Fresh pain from an old ache.
A blow to make the heart quake
after having been painstakingly
reassembled.

Eyes ablaze,
she held my gaze
as I stood on rubbery legs
and trembled.
Love at first fright
392 · Apr 2015
Sun Baked Beers
JDK Apr 2015
Leftovers from a party complete with drugs and drinks,
squares and queers.
It was a good mix.
Video games and ****** antics.
First to wake from the strangest dreams;
I'm just cleaning up a bit.
Something to do before I rescue my keys.
(They're currently being held hostage.)
I think we can save the graham crackers,
but there's no hope for the chocolate.

I really love it here,
have I ever told you that?
This untouched land smack-dab in the middle of all these
tourist traps.
There's enchantment here.
The buddhist temple down the street just makes it complete.
One morning,
when we're all bleary-eyed and hungover,
we should go meditate.
"Do you have any idea? (This kid has no idea,) NO IDEA how many boxes I have with your name on it!"

"That's the biggest malo I've ever seen."

"I just want to play your piano. Really, it's the only reason why I'm here. Can't I just play for it for a little while? I'll play softly. SO SOFTLY!"

"Is that an Ayn Rand book? Throw it in the fire!"

"Let me know if you have any more questions (name.) I'm here for you. I'll be here all night."

"Don't mind me, I'm just having some fun. I took some mushrooms earlier. It's nice to meet you."

"SO MANY BOXES!"

"You're cute. Hey, do you wanna get married? Let's go get married right now. **** coming back."
391 · Apr 2015
THX
JDK Apr 2015
THX
Everyone loves the dream but I **** it.
I slit the neck of Johnny Appleseed while he slept.
Prometheus ain't got **** on me.
These trees aren't the real thing, you see.
Slippery shrouded shadows mass produced as Mystery.
I left.
I stole that line.
390 · Jun 2015
Spring Cleaner
JDK Jun 2015
It's the birds in the air -
how fair is it that they should fly care-free
only to land on power lines that help your faraway words get said to me?
Replayed through my head in dreams where I'm climbing up some impossibly tall tree to grab at fruit that withered weeks ago.
Bitter flesh tastes best when blended with the rest of the roots.
I can't keep track of which of these fields actually yielded vegetables.

Snipped at the base,
soaked in water,
sprinkled with lemon juice to spruce up the taste.
I just need a minute.
Please, just give me a moment to clean up the place.
What a mess.
390 · Jul 2016
Mako
JDK Jul 2016
Make peace with the thing you fear most.
Make love to your Self and dance with the ghost.
Make amends with the villain and **** your heroes.

And in the morning, make toast.
Or eggs. Or pancakes. Or chicken enchiladas. Idc.
389 · Dec 2014
Ms. Ery
JDK Dec 2014
Stop it.
Just stop.
It's never really been that bad.
From the way you carry on,
I've got it in my head:
You're only happy when you're sad.
388 · Jan 2013
Eulogy
JDK Jan 2013
A man of syntax and punctuation,
Though not so keen on grammar,
Used the most wonderful words in conversation,
But pronounced them all with a stammer.

Seemingly one-dimensional,
But deeply layered with meaning.
He tore the hearts out of sheep
Just to leave them there bleating.

To death, in one breath, he could swim there and back
With his hair a little more white,
And his lungs much more black.

Like smoking, on fire, his one true desire
Was to burn himself out before his freshness expired.

Now here he lies
All still with closed eyes.
I can't help from thinking he got what he wanted when he died.
I hope he's finally found the answers that he couldn't when he was alive.
387 · Mar 2015
Stalkers are a Red Flag
JDK Mar 2015
Most prey loathe to be caught,
but some like being chased.
A.D.D.? More like Selfishness.
I'll bet you can smell just fine.
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