Tonight something in my brain clicked.
I am affecting others lives.
Alot.
So instead of looking sad.
Instead of sitting alone in my room.
Instead of being addicted to myself..
I need to fake happy better.
I need to fake everything more.
I do enough damage to myself.
I don't want to do that to someone else.
A gear in my head..
Just clicked.
Now I know..
I need to forget myself.

The sun will rise to the sky
The moon will shell in a cacoon
The sun will shine always be mine
The moon will rise soon
The sun will become intemperate
The moon will become desperate
The sun will regenerate
The moon will obliterate
The sun will go into battle
The moon will go into battle
I'm the sun, you're the moon
We are longer
We have grown stronger
I will move on
& so will you
Farewell this is for you
Giving you a lil clue
Feeling blue could this be true
Yes it's absolutely true

"Do what makes you happy."

If I knew what made me happy
I wouldn't be in this situation.

Her name is Autumn.
She can write, write so beautifully.
Her name is Autumn.
Her written word makes my soul dance quickly.
Her name is Autumn.
She ponders things I never think of
A dreamer of dreams,
A schemer of schemes,
And a wonderful lady at that.
A lady named Autumn.

You exist
As a means of action
And your job
Is well done.

You yourself
Make the world stand still
While I struggle
To learn my lesson.

I find
Every moment without your presence
Feels like a
Waste of an opportunity...

To learn,
To live,
To love,
To exist,
Like you do.