A long time ago my heart belonged to a girl with a j. She was as beautiful as heaven itself her eyes glistened like diamonds she was a true goddess I wish I could say I’m sorry to the girl whose name starts with J

Your aura is one of the greatest things i love about you. You light up any room you enter. You and I had a rough relationship that i wish i could fix but all I do it hurt you and I cant express how sorry I truly am for all the pain I caused  you. Her aura was beautiful

Life and cigarette are similar as life goes on our light slowly burns out inching closer to the end as my cigarette burns but we don’t need to let our light go out as life yes is hard but there’s always a burning passion in people as life burns as my cigarette

I can’t help but find myself thinking of old memories with her and the new scars from you I’d take it all back but I can’t control the old memories and new scars

Bit by bit my mask is slowly being broken and shattered at every turn but alas there are moments when I feel my mask being repaired because of others I care for but sadly this mask of mine still shatters

The battle of heart and mind is often one we lose it’s the one fight we can’t run from but yet alas it’s the hardest. It leaves the biggest scars and the deepest wounds. Wounds and scars that can’t heal

An old soldier alone. Just his haunting memories. Old scars and new. The old soldier only wants a rest but the fight goes on. The old soldier is ready for the end

Her eyes are as if it’s a new world. Her eye’s glistening bright as stars. Her eyes are full of pure wonder yet has beautiful scars. Scars that only make that galaxy shine brighter the stars simmer light the moon light on water

There was a point in time I thought her my whole world a love walking a thin wire digging into my feet. She still brings my heart warmth my soul feels lighter with just a memory of my old love. The old love that only gives me new wounds

Her hair is dark as the moons shadow but see her brings me a light that no one can control much like the shadows themselves her eyes glistening in the moonlight like rays of hope and happiness

It’s been a while but life has finally giving me new attachments to hold dear and close I care for them very much they mean the world to me

I just want to see her and tell her I'm sorry for everything I've done to her and i know it's wrong but I still love her and I still want to kiss her and love her. I know she doesnt care about me but I'm sorry. I'm still missing you but I know your happy now and I wont mess with that. I'm still missing you so much

Is it wrong to start to feel and remember how you felt and old love but still care because I am in the situation now with a girl i used to love and still do love but I'm also happy with the girl I'm with now i just miss my old love a lot

She was the best thing that could happen to me i wanted her all to myself but instead of listening to myself i listened to the wrong people and lost her i wanted to have her back but she didn't love me anymore. I still miss her i always miss her

In life people always seem to judge you for everything but they never know what you could be going through they may never know your standing in the line of fire. They never know the heart break you go through. For me it was losing the only girl i ever loved. Lost her because i listened to others

People will get upset over the smallest things, not being the perfect friend,not caring enough,not being perfect at everything. Sometimes i wish i could just go ghost but then thats when people get hurt. Going ghost is never the best option but sometimes its the only option

In every story there is a tale of a forgotten love. The love that got a way. The love that should have worked but then something happens between the two lovers and they drift apart. I've had my forgotten love

There are just some people you can't replace. Such as two good friends of mine. They are sweet and one of them was once closer then her and i would like to admit but i care about them both

Life can some times be difficult and hard. It starts to just become day to day we forget how to live. So just remember when life gets you down there is always a light shining in darkness

One of the hardest things in life is learning to say goodbye to someone you once loved. It's even harder to move on im speaking from my past mistakes i wish i could take them back but i cant. Im now staying goodbye and moving on

People always seem to judge me based on my morals and honor rather then get to know me. Im not the best person to know but i would like to believe i have good morals and a good honor.

It was just me one of my best friends and an ex girlfriend that i still love. She says she isn't trying to hurt me in any way but she was hugging all up on him like he was her best friend. The thing that hurt the most was when she said he was better then me.

I've always tried to be the knight in shining armor. I've tried to carry the weight of the world. In doing so I've thrown everything i hold dear away. I've had old loves leave because of my actions. I've had family leave because of my actions. I've had friends leave because of my actions. There was a point when i lost it all. I was no longer the knight

I've tried saying sorry for the pain I've cause but everytime i try they never want to listen. I've let down the love of my life my family and my best friend. All i had was them and now they don't even want mw around.  Im sorry for the pain I've cause I'll see myself out of your lives

The love of my life is one of a kind I'd do anything to keep her safe. She has a special sparkle in those breath taking eyes. She is a rose in a field of sunflowers

The past is such a strange thing. The hardships and the good times all pass by like a blur. Thousands of thoughts about the past rushing through my mind. There is only one person that has been able to help me with my thoughts but her and i are no longer as close as we used to be

Her aura is one of the greatest things i love about her. She lights up any room she enters. Her and I have a rough relationship that i wish i could fix but i cant all i have are the memories of a better time in my life

She told me there was no chance of her and i getting back together but as we talked to today she did show a sign of a second chance. I've never been able to move on she was my first love after all. But her show me a sign was enough to fill my head with some of the happiest memories

The way her smile just lights up any room she walks into. The way her smile can turn the worst day into the best day. I miss my baby's smile. She now smiles for another

Every once in a while my emotions take control and i just freeze. This feeling completely stops me from doing anything its like im kicked out of my own body stopped in my tracks

The job a hero is a hard one. The hero or knight in shining armor always holds the weight of the world on his shoulders and still tries to make everything better even though he is struggling with he's own battles. A hero's struggle is never over

When i think about the old times when i was able to hold her in my arms my whole body just freezes. When i see her in the halls all i can focus on is her but she has moved on and all i have left are the memories of a better time of an old love. She was my baby but she now loves another

I'll be the warrior to fight for our love we'll fly together, fly higher then that dove. I'll be your wall and shield you from danger i'll take all the pains, for me they are no stranger. You'll be the queen in the kingdom of my heart and i'll be the king, so we'll never be apart. You'll be my majesty i will serve you forever and for all of times i will never leave you

Today was kinda bad once again i tried to push away the people i care about. Once again she wasn’t talking i was told she looked at me but i didn’t notice. She is to busy with him to notice me it's like i don’t exist to her anymore. I caused all of the pain if i wasn’t a **** in the first place, if i didn’t push her away.

The way her eyes shine in the light, the softness of her hair as i ran my fingers through, she is an angel in disguise

To love a person is to see all of their magic, and to remind them of it when they have forgotten

There once was a girl that caught my eye. she had a sparkle in her beautiful eyes that i couldn't deny. The moment i saw her i know she was the one. She was the angle of my dreams