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GENIE Mar 2021
Here come the storms
Ripping me one by one
Making open my worms
Fears long conquered and gone
Here comes the storms
Ripping me off in tiny devastating bits
Weakening my very gums
The fabrics that binds courage to my wits
Here comes the storms
And when I thought it couldn't get worse
The night fell in all its darkest forms
The sun feared to leave its dorms
Courage lost its life force
Pain took a different course
And when I was sure it can never get worse
I faced man's greatest loss
The loss of hope in oneself
Here comes the storms
I hope they'll be scared of me
Cos finally I lost myself...
GENIE Jun 2020
I looked in the mirror and saw a stranger
Rugged, Handsome, reeking of danger
Not the Vulnerable boy everyones uses
An adventurer who chooses his truces
I looked the mirror and i saw a stranger
Whose words and acts of thunder
Made even mama awe and wonder
GENIE Feb 2020
I was stupid to have cried when you were laughing
Not of wickedness,but ignorance
I was stupid to nurture this aching,
But it felt good at the time
I was stupid to have hoped you would love me
When I knew your heart lies beyond
I was stupid to have held to you when you hurt me,
But it felt good at the time
I was stupid to have believed my own lies
I place no fault on you
I won't be stupid anymore
I've been too stupid for one lifetime
dedicated to the one who gave me true pleasure and true pain
But its all gone now
GENIE Feb 2020
I was stupid to have believed you would help
Too stupid to see you needed help
I was stupid to think you'd never betray
Stupid to call you brother
I was stupid to think you selfless
Not just stupid,a little helpless
No more will I ever wonder
If friends,friend waylay
I was stupid to take you a friend,
Stupid enough to overlook your shortcomings
I saw the signs,yet I had to pretend
Or I had to be stupid
Thanks to you I'm no longer stupid
I hoped to feel hate,but I feel nothing
The pain is gone,but the scars remain,
The scars are my certificate,
I faced my trials,
Faced my demons,
Fought my battles,
Yes I died out of my stupid trust
But wisdom found me
I passed life's test of stupidity,
I've finished my course,
I've passed out,
I've moved on.
I forgive you,
I forgive my stupidity
Not because you deserve forgiveness,
But because I deserve peace
Only stupid people hold grudge,
So I forget you
I'm not stupid anymore
Dedicated to all who had my trust betrayed my easy trusting heart.
You've been forgiven and forgotten
GENIE Jun 2020
They broke my legs, i learnt to run with my hands
They took my hands,i learnt to fly
They broke my trust
I learnt to believe
I gave them love they gave me pain
I discovered that pain,
Is the fuel passion demands
They blind my eyes,i learnt vision
They blocked my ears,i learnt to think
They took my body,i engaged my soul
They gave me scars,i saw the stars
They left me broken
I evolved molten
They left me for dead
I learnt to survive
And now i can roar
As i soar
I am a survivor
And this is my tale
Just reminiscing
GENIE Jun 2020
To die is to live
To die is to become one's true self,
A living soul, Immortal
To die is to understand pain
To die is to embrace pain
To die is to evolve
To die is to never die again
If Jesus hadn't died
How would he have resurrected???
GENIE May 2020
This isnt a poem of my thought,
Its a deep lesson life taught
In the darkest wees of the morning,
I woke feeling like ****
The previous day drowned me in defeat,
Weakness overtook me without  warning ⚠
The dawning morning was no better
Rats had eaten my drugs
I've never felt such bitter
I cursed them little thugs
The shouting and horning came within warning
In the background, groans of pain
I happen to be a staff of accident and emergency
Where we treat injuries of utmost urgency
Someone was dying at my gate,
I let them before its too late
All who brought him were more tensioned than power lines
I only had to look to understand their deep worry lines
A man's gut was outside, dripping red
This ain't just red, it's blood
Being military born and bred,
Emotions never Flood at sight of the red
Kidney, intestines, liver and all
Whose for rhymes sake i call paul
We're torn, even his bladder and gall
My legs shivered, I almost took a fall
My body shivered despite engine heat
I searched for the nearest seat
At the sight of man's raw meats
My heart skipped 10 consecutive beats
What made it even more touching,
Was what he kept moaning,
What he kept asking
He'd been climbed by a tow vehicle engine,
While sleeping,
His tow vehicle engine
A trailer that tows trailers
He'd been virtually killed by it
Partially killed by it
Yet he kept asking of it
Praying nothing happens to it
My eyes almost broke in tears
Something that hadn't happened in memory long years
Despite everyone's fears
This man had different fears
This was something he didn't value before
But as he laid on death's dark shore
He valued it like never before
This made me feel bad, then sad, then mad
Realizing I don't value enough, all I had
Always complaining things are bad, times are hard
But not anymore,
I won't get to death's dark shore
Till I appreciate, give thanks even more,
What I have now even before,
Every single scrap in my life store
Life is a gift I realize,
A gift, a trophy, a prize
Not by chance or a game of dice.
To live is divine consent,
Every second, years, every moment
It's a gift called the present
Life's too short to resent
Be thankful sister, be grateful brother,
And please share this with another
This isnt a Made up story,
It's a true life story.
Moral lesson:value what you have now,
                         Look at your life and say wow
GENIE May 2020
The lord is my shepherd,
I lack nothing
Though I be the black sheep of the herd,
I fear nothing.
Judgement, death, punishment,nothing
For God is my shepherd, I fear nothing.
GENIE Apr 2021
HERE'S MY PHILOSOPHY ON PAIN:
If your daily bread is greater than your daily goal,
Constant pain tames your wild soul
Some pains are brutal but necessary evil
If you're to conquer the devil
Be careful, be careful still
Some pains are completely avoidable, unnecessary evil
Arising from lack of will
IT'S JUST A Philosophy, JUDGE IT AS YOU WILL.
GENIE Jul 2020
I did it,
They asked for an explanation,
I explained.
They didnt believe.
I did it again,
They asked me to explain again
I kept silent
They believed.
The silence sounds convincing.
GENIE Jul 2020
TOO MUCH PAIN OF LOSS LEADS TO LOSS OF PAIN
TOO MUCH PAIN MAKES THE SOUL NUMB WITH STRAIN
IF YOU CROSS THE TRESHOLD OF LOSS
YOU CROSS THE TRESHOLD OF PAIN
FOR HOW DO YOU FEEL PAIN
IF YOU FEEL NO LOSS
THE ONETHING YOU SHOULD NEVER LOSE IS YOURSELF
LOSING ONESELF BREAKS THE STRONGEST OF US
ITS A FORBIDDEN LANE,
A TRESHHOLD TO NEVER CROSS
ITS THE ANCHOR AGAINT VIOLENT TOSS
ITS THE ROOT AGAINST THE HURRICANE
THE CRUX OF THE CROSS
PLS DONOT LOSS
FOR WITHOUT IT,YOU CANT BEAR THE PAIN.
Wrote this at a time i lost it all.
GENIE May 2020
You don't rule because you are king,
You are king because you rule
It's not about titles, it's about attitude.
Attitude are, where titles are not
GENIE Apr 2021
Where is it gone
The true world
Where truth is like the sun
Liberal, a formidable lord
I dare not call this world a lie
But as days goes by and by
The fountains of truth dry and dry
The spirits of trust die and die
And I can't help but wonder and ponder?
Where o where, is the true world gone?
It takes unconditional love to make the world true again
GENIE May 2020
When you're here I can't breathe
When you're there I can't feel
When you're here I've got will
When you're there I can only seethe
Can't live without you
Can't live with you either
What to do without you?
Tap into my anger feeder
What to do with you?
I swear I wish I knew?
ain't that unfair??????
GENIE Feb 2020
I am not on your way of success,
why stand on my way if progress
Be who you wanna be no stress
Lemme be who I wanna be fearless
Hate me for who I am,id care-less
Still I'll be there for you in times of distress
GENIE May 2020
U don't know me, I don't know me either
Dont call me friend, call me brother
Don't love a friend, some hurts never heal
Dont love a stranger,your heart they will steal
Love yourself,love God, love poems
Love flowers, love music, love birds
Love your enemies,those who hit you with rod
Love the devil, he brings you closer to God
GENIE May 2020
Why wail for the unfortunate one
Why wail the unlucky one
Has it not been revealed to you that,
The one who loves you will never go,
Such is the lucky one
Such is the fortunate one
Why wail then,the unfortunate one
Why wail what you don't have,
Not supposed to have
Never had
Why not seek what I need to have
Your better half
What you're supposed to have
They are your ex
And x means end,terminate
The chosen one never goes
So why wail them if they choose to go,
WAKE UP.
GENIE May 2020
The light in us make the sun dark
Wherever we go, we leave our mark
The cold in us makes death hot
If not,
why do we recycle our hurt
Standing next to the sun won't stop us from shinning,
Fighting the devil's champion won't stop us from winning
Wars are won by guns and swords,
Hearts are won with right words
That's why we are poets,even more,never less
We are poets, above all else
This is to every poet dead, alive, and yet unborn
GENIE May 2020
The wine that intoxicates a poet
Are words served in cups called books
Served by stewards called poets.

          ............wine is served......... Drink as you deem fit................
Wine is served, drink as you deem fit
GENIE May 2020
The pens of our past
Writes the words of our future
In the books of our present
.............................somethingelse...............
GENIE Feb 2020
You think you seen it all.
You see my pain not my tears
You see my age not my years
You see my dares not my fears
You seen it all?
All I want you to,yes.
But in reality,
You seen nothing
So bring it on,
I fear nothing.

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