Have you ever heard that line
where most lies are at sight?
It's when they ask you if you're alright
then you'll just smile and answer "I'm fine".

That moment when everything falls
Like a baby, all you could do is crawl
But you can't just abandon everything
So you ended up shouldering everything

It's hard to be strong
Nobody asks if you could still fight
Nobody knows that you're losing the light,
That your barely holding on for so long

Spring
It was spring when I first met him
Standing proudly in a bench, a violin with him
His flattering eyes as he sings
His hair flowing with the breeze
His fingers gracefully playing the violin
His tears brushing through his cheeks
Everything was like a movie scene
Even if he scolds me because of something so little
Even if we argue in something so little
It’s strange that I want to treasure those little things
Did I found my place in your heart?
Tell me how could I forget everything?
You marked yourself in my heart
But not all good things last
I wish it could last

Now spring is coming
The spring that I met you in is coming
A spring…
Without you is coming…

We've been playing hide and seek since then
We would hide from different places, near or far
Then the "it" would count from one to ten
Then the "it would wonder where we are
Everything has changed since that lost grace
Everyone became distant to each other
I just want to be in our little secret base
And be with all of you together
But fate and life are just so mean
I was seen by one, but only for a brief moment
I want you to find me even if I cannot be seen
Then I would be happy with this given moment

Thank you, for I was seen in my last moments with thee
With a smile on my face, I am glad that you have found me

I'm breaking
And I crumble
I'm falling
And I fumble
I'm grieving
With this sorrow
I'm losing
These memories we made
I'm hoping
Even if nobody hears
I'm crying
But no one sees my tears
I'm screaming
But no one hears me
I'm begging
Without a sign of forgiveness
I'm breaking
I need someone to understand
I'm fading
Some one please help me

But don't worry,
**I'm fine.....

He is the one who makes me smile
He makes everyday worthwhile
He is the one who makes me, me
Someone I’m supposed to be

But then, he’s as clumsy as ever
Stupid everytime, but at the same time, clever
He blushes like the reddest fruit
And I find it very cute

He hangs out with a lot of girls
Some wear pearls, swirls and curls
Some are those who are full of lust
But he’s the one I truly trust

I love him the way he is
And he loves me the way I am
Being with him is pure bliss
He proved that he is worth a ****

Thought I’m just another girl in love
But he swore from up above.
He didn't come too late
And I held on to that red string of fate

There we sat at the park, in that bench.
“You’re such an idiot”
Then he showed me his wedding ring and said:
**“But I’m your idiot.”

I was invited by my friends
To hang out in a nearby cafe
With that toffee nut drink that he holds
“His drink is the same as his name.” They said

It all started there
You started to visit me
In my school, even there
At the place where you first met me

Then you started courting me
I didn’t have any regrets
This feeling that I will never forget
Hope you will always stay with me

But all of that were only at first
My heart is uneasy, like it’s gonna burst
You didn’t come to shine me through
But I’m still into you

We went to a trip without you knowing
I thought you might care enough to look for me
They said that you did look for me
But I never received a sign of you looking

Then you gave your attention to someone
I don’t receive those long messages that I enjoy to read
Not a single “Hi” or “Hello” or a blank message is done
All just because she said that she liked you, you started to leave

I kept waiting and waiting
Even if I stat to fade in your heart
I kept waiting patently
What was the meaning of all of these from the start?

I told you to stop all of this nonsense
Thinking that you might for our relationship and stay
But you gave up and let go
Like you really want to get rid of my presence

Despite everything, I want these to be clear
That question that you ignored to answer
Why does it have to be ended?
*"What happened?"