somedays
I need all the lights on
everytime I do wrong
+ + +
rest well
turn off the lights
I did my best

Upon the hill
I see the light glow
A place of happiness
That I'll never know

I'm sad, I'm scared,
I'm broke, I'm hurt,
I'm an introvert.

If I'm so bad,
then why I'm not dead yet ?
I try my best,
but still I ruin the rest.

I'm a problem that can't be fixed,
it's difficult to heal,
when you don't know,
what's the deal.

I close my eyes,
but there's no sleep.
I open my eyes,
still there's no peace.

This is how it feels like,
the monsters in my head,
the darkness in my heart.

I feel empty,
I feel dumb.
Numb to emotions,
numb to love.

It used to hurt
to think about you
but now I smile
because I knew you
for a while

the most hurt
comes from the people that don't understand you

and most problems
come from the people that do