those flowers over there are the ones I planted for you
months ago
they require water three times a day and don't like to be out in the sun for too long

sometimes I forget

they look pretty now
but they'll die soon

Flocks of birds
Across the morning sky
Tell me
I’m not in the city any more.
             ljm

Whenever I was nervous before, mother used to embrace me.
Now whenever I am worried, I will spend a lot of weeping sitting alone in a corner,
Why mother does not talk about your mind with you.
Mother feels a lot about hugging you. I want to keep my head on your lap.
Mom remembers that moment when you succeed in hugging me while you are successful.
It is very reminiscent, Mom teach your new things by becoming your teacher, giving your unique knowledge.
Mother remembers a lot, make friends, make fun of laughter, joining with my craze & with my happiness.
Mother Misses a lot, understand my silence And you asked me what happened to you?
Mother remembers a lot, sometimes with anger, chanting quietly, then shuffle your affection on the head.
Mother I have become very lonely in the crowd of this world, you again call me back in your world.
Give me that love of affection for me……..

I wonder , what would had happen?
If I would had gotten everything right.
With completely obeying God in everything.
I wonder, what would had happen ?
If I would had follow that beautiful Lady?
All the way to where she was going in Cali.
When I was but a mere 22 years old back then.
I wonder , why God has allow me to be like this.
To place awesome challenges that would help others.
Then at the last minute fail him and them as well.
By running away which was what I had always done.
Now that I have finally set down roots here in Maryland