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CL Fjell Dec 2018
No matter who we love
No matter who you shove
We all end up in the same place
A hole.
Not way down below;
Nor too far above.
CL Fjell Dec 2018
Mind a mess,
Unending stress,
When will I fail this endless test?
I want it done,
To see the sun,
Why won't you see this isn't fun?
I've said this once,
Yet no response,
What will I do in coming months?
End this pain,
Fall like rain,
Who would **** my aching brain?
CL Fjell Dec 2018
Deep
From every blink
Your beauty doth seep
Staring, I start to feel myself sink

Like pools of endless galaxies
I see my future in your eyes
Like a dense forest of pine trees
I float through your milky white skies
  
Seductive and terrifying
Am I caught in my dreams
I see myself with you, flying
But you don't notice me, not yet it seems.
I'm lovesick
CL Fjell Dec 2018
What am I doing?!
Where are you going?!
Hey! come back!

I can't say it aloud but I miss your head on my lap.
Ever since you left, I've felt like I'm in a trap.
CL Fjell Dec 2018
Walking free
I'm in all red.
Swaying bodies embrace in bed, like waves from the sea.

You're so far
But not even mine
Your back was my last sign, wishing on a star.

Come back to me
I've fallen back in
Leaving you, my greatest sin, but now you're just walking free.

I'm in prison
CL Fjell Nov 2018
Why is it that the days with you are the greatest I've had?
No emotions of fear, anger, or sad;
Yet when I look in your eyes, I can only feel bad.

Love has evaded me for years, and years yet to come.
No butterflies, nor tingles, nor tears;
None shed for the hugs from that special some... one.

Why is it my happiest days are paired with the loneliest of nights?
Filled with want, need, even prying;
For a love that's just right.

Falling out of feeling is the hardest feeling to fall in.
As love evades your mind, when you feel you can never try again.
Identity crisis 1
CL Fjell Oct 2018
Beacon of hope.
Light in dark
Free the way of spirits,
Forward hark
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