Depression has found me again
Darkness my old friend
The window let's the light in

I'm hiding
Sleep all day
What a waste
It's just so exhausting to stay awake

I have no obligation to do anything
Is this me giving up?
No... I just needed a break

Nothing will ever be the same
You came just to leave
Want me to trust and believe
It's not an issue I just don't depend

Independence is needed in my life
Otherwise it'd be too obvious that I was never alright

Relapses
Depression has found me again

My Estranged Lover
Love is that passion which takes away
One from oneself, from reality to fantasy
Heart in its entirety is to play and sway
With in love ******* to be just more free
Lover has no belief and is always hostile
On one pretext or another he carry doubts
He never comes out from it but for a while
Hence compromised but all love turnouts
Estranged lover keeps love in chain of pain
Ecstasy makes the beloved to play to dance
Heart and soul dominate all over the brain
Hostility of lover stops beloved to take chance
Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2017 Golden Glow

Little girl in white and blue,

Keep your eyes on your own peper

This has nothing to do with you

Not everyone has that picture perfect life and lover

Some need things to help feel right

Im not proud of what holds me tight,

Turns this ugly frown

Into an uglier, wobbling upside down

Beast of a smile

Take my shoes for a mile,

Recognize the undeniable pain

Of holding on to something in vain

Find the true worth of your name

In your transparent, crystal blue veins

Reality of dying alone on tile floor

'Cause when they closed it,

They bolted shut that door