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Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
These scars you see behold a hidden truth. Many lies, everyday to keep the secret hidden.

So beautiful, yet so tragic. I fought so hard and now I see these battle scars...on my body

Darkness surrounds me for I have sinned. I fought no more as I gave up

With one last thought, I raised my head, one step further then I'm dead. I see nothing...only death.
Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
I look happy
Yet so sad,
I wear a fake smile
Fooled by others

My thoughts are messed up
For I am a cutter
I made the mistakes
Of fullfilling my needs

My scars shine bright
From far away
I hide my pain
And you wonder why

You saw my cuts
You heard my cries
You leant my ways
And watched my struggle

You sit there wondering
What will happen
For now I'm dead
Because of you
Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
I paint a picture
With a twist
With a razor
Against my wrist

You hear my pleads
You see my cries
I writhe in pain
And you wonder why

I made these scars
Not long ago
I cry it out
With tears of pain

I've held it in
Now I can't let go
These words of sorrow
Hidden deep inside
Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
If anyone will listen
To what I'm about to say
Please understand my hurt
And how I got this way

Left behind in darkness
Wedged between walls of ice
I pray that someone hears me
Friend or foe...that would be nice

Isolated in my fears
Caught between truth and lies
Will someone wake me up
Or hear my cries

I don't believe in loving
Or having a caring friend
Because the second that you trust them,
Is the second that they bend.

So in a hollow heart of mine
Is an invy of envy that's starting to twine
And sprout the weeds of guilt
That slowly began to quilt

Over my hatred that began to grow
Over my bloods ocean to flow
Which to that I began to fall
And to which I lost it all.

I'm sorry for the people I've hurt
With the death I have presented
But seeing what this could of been
There's nothing that could've been prevented
Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
It's difficult to explain and hard for you to understand, but maybe you'll see. I visually perceive you, I felt a good feeling inside. Like a hope to the mess I go through. You're one of the most infrequent things that can make me endeavor a smile. It takes an abundance amount of energy to even arouse and commence moving. You're my motivation to keep going.

I like you for many reasons
Immensely colossal and minute. They're amazing because they're amazing to me. I like you not because of your qualities. I like you for the things you do that brings something special to my life. I like you that you care for me and push me to do better. I like you just because I do. Because now In the deepest part of my heart, a place where there was nothing before, there is something now...You
A love letter I wrote For someone close to me
Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
I see you everyday
Wishing to find another way
To tell you how I really feel
But that Is something I can't deal

When you pass on by
The voices in my head say do or die
I call your name and stare at you
But that Isn't helping me on what to do

At night, I dream of you beside me
Laying down...happy...finally free
I wake up and turn, seeing if your there
My tears start to burn, as you disappeared

Our difference is from the mind
But our hearts are seemed to be intertwined
Maybe we can leave the past behind
And We can leave the reasons to die

Anxiety seems to come in play
On when it's time I wouldn't know what to say
Maybe one day, ill ask you out on a date
But your gone now...I'm too late
Eternal Dreams Apr 2017
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Life was just too hard for me.
The voices inside says it's time to go.
As I knew I will never break free
Maybe it's time for it to show

Walking to the gates of hell
I feel nothing as the heat hits the shell
Of my skin that starts to melt
While the Demons show the way I felt

I know that my time is up
And I start to think on why I'm sad
It's what I wanted with my blood in his cup
And my crushed skull wouldn't make you mad

Seeing you was my only wish
Telling you how I really feel
But my head is on his dish
And you didn't keep your part of the deal.
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